Help me smoke and have a good time!

[thizzin' since 98]

So i've smoked just a little over a handful of times, the most recent times causing extreme panic, inter monologue, and depersonalization.

The first few times were okay.

Im prescribed Xanax, .5 footballs.

I want to have a relaxed, giggly, creative high. Not a down, zoned out, trippin high.

Should I take a .5 xanax, wait 30-40 minutes and take a few hits of a joint?

Will the Xanax intensive the high and make me down and forgetful, possibly fall asleep? or will it just keep my anxiety at bay, and let me enjoy my high and laugh?

 

[tranq]

if you can, look at the strains you are smoking. Often people with similar problems to you find that one strain will be better than another for stopping negative symptoms.

but overall, If u have a mental condition, I recommend staying away from weed as much as possible, especially if you continue to experience those negative symptoms.

Weed's not for everyone

 

[Vader]

As trang says, weed isn't for everyone. I would direct you to the anxiety/paranoia megathread, but I see you've already cross-posted. Given that this is both a redundant and a self-serving thread, I'm going to close it.