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help me get back to nature please

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deeeede

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hello. about 3 months ago i took E for the last time as i ended up in hospital. i dont know whether it was a bad pill or i simply had a fat panik attack, however it felt different to normal and i paniked and thought i was going crazy and about to die.
this isnt the problem, i dont miss pills.the thing is i love smoking weed. i must admit i got to the point where i smoked far too much and was normally stoned by 9.00 for my first lesson maybe my mind got too mashed up, i dunno know.
about a month after the pill advent i was smoking a normal spliff when suddenly the horrible feeling of the pill event came back to me. i had a huge panik attack and yet again thought i was going crazy or schizs or sumin.
i havent smoked weed since because the thought of it starts me paniking. ive come close to lighting a tiny spicey and felt myself flipping again.
i love the socialness of weed, the taste, the look and all the different beautiful green colours. i also feel like a different up tight person now.
does anyone have any ideas how to get back to it? please help with your ideas of how to stop my stupid crazy and paniky thoughts everytime i come close to smoking weed.
 
me again. just another thing its not just about the weed. i cant go any where without thinking "oh my god im gonna have a panik attack"
i feel boring and hopeless. help
 
(i dont know where this belongs but it doesnt belong here)
you seem to have a ANXIETY DISORDER,i know how you feel as i have it to(it got worse after a bad LSD experience)...and i could not smoke bud for the longest time with out having a flashback and panic,but this isnt permanent,you just have to go INSIDE yourself and figure out if theres a reason to feel like this....you may panic BUT you will still be ALIVE.
most of the time the panic comes from thinkin about it so much,your gonna have to realize that there is nothin to fear,and that your gonna be ok
i would not recomend any meds(ssri's) cause you are all the help you need,your the best therapist for YOU,cause you can plunge deaper than anyone into your mind and figure out whats wrong.
so i advise you to sit and think "is there really anything to worry about"...this has worked for me
 
Hey! I bet about every junky on this board can attest to this. Its just anxiety attacks... - I did so many drugs growing up that now as an adult I can't even enjoy the herbals. You will just get used to the "somethings not right feeling" and you will tend to like benzos alot more..... Hey, If you want to chat, hit me up with an email...BELIEVE ME - you're not the only one who feels this way.
 
First of all this should probably be transfered to health Q&A. Secondly on the meds just because you may understand a problem doesnt mean you can beat it...use any methods at hand if internal analysis works great...otherwise why not try an ssri?
 
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