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CowboyKirk35

CowboyKirk35

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So about I think 2 years ago I tried shrooms for the first time after a good 2 months of reading about the trip, and about 3 years of doing either weed, MDMA, N20, or drinking alcohol. It was probably THEE GREATEST THING that has ever happened <3<3<3 or at least the closest to it. It was love at first trip and my mind had been opened to a whole new world, like my eyes were opened for the first time....just epic. So then i tried it about 5 months later and the first 2 hours were fuckin amazing just sitting in my car with 2 other friends(keys were inside my friends house and the car never moved) and then i got kinda paranoid they were being too loud and that i had to control them which lead to an uncomfterable trip. Then bout a year later(bout 6 months ago) tried them for a 3rd time but the second i started to feel that initial rush i dont really know what happened but i started freaking out and the next 8 hours were just a hellish nightmare.

Now even knowing of the nightmares i really want to try again but i want to know a good way to prepare myself or atleast resure myself i can come out of the nightmare if it happens again.

Ive only posted a couple times on here so its really from the heart i want a bit of help on this. :) :) :)
 
First off I suggest diversifying as some people just outright don't enjoy mushrooms. Obviously LSD is another route to go. Besides that it sounds like the third time you tensed up physically and mentally due to you thinking the anxiety induced feeling was coming back. Also next time you try it you could make sure to have some benzos on hand to calm yourself. Just don't rely on it.
 
@CowboyKirk35:
When experimenting with psychedelics, you are bound to get a bad trip sooner or later. You had one, and I understand your concern. But a bad trip means you took the wrong approach somewhere. Usually it has to do with set & setting, or dose. Find out what you did wrong, and in the future only trip when you're convinced that this is the right time to do it. Doubt is a sign to postpone. I found that commitment to the trip is more important (even) than feeling well. When you go into a trip with the mindset "I choose to undergo this, whatever I may encounter, because I truly want to", you are willing to let go. Ask yourself "do i really want this now?". If the answer is yes, then commit to the trip and go for it. Wait as long as it takes before you decide to trip again. And if the desire to trip again does come, be ready to surrender to the experience and be sensible with set, setting and dose.
 
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I suggest to try to disociate shroom and serious business like new world or hell-trip.
Just take a half dose and go party or in bars have fun the way you would without shrooms, so you can understand each other and become freinds.
 
Help?!?! said:
First off I suggest diversifying as some people just outright don't enjoy mushrooms.
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I concur.

I'd try some 2c's

Mushrooms can be heavy for me some times.

And their certainly not my preferred method for tapping in.

Not to say i havent enjoyed mushrooms, I just like other things more. :)
 
thx guys you are extremely helpful I'm definitely going to wait till im ready :)
what exactly are types of benzo's because i got a medical marijuana card for anxiety so there is a chance i could get a prescription from my doctor.
 
I concur.

I'd try some 2c's

Mushrooms can be heavy for me some times.

And their certainly not my preferred method for tapping in.

Not to say i havent enjoyed mushrooms, I just like other things more
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I think 2c's are more of a mindfuck than any tryptamine, including mushrooms. Especially 2ce
 
FractalStructure said:
I think 2c's are more of a mindfuck than any tryptamine, including mushrooms. Especially 2ce
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I disagree, 2ce was always been easy on my mind compared to shrooms. The bloomers have totally deconstructed my reality while 2ce let me look at it from a different standpoint. Shrooms can leave you emotionally vulnerbable while 2c-e hadnt effected in me in such away. The trips were always colorful and emerging. Id take 2ce over mushrooms anyday. the visuals are more complex for me and I can translate them into my work better.
 
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