Etolk92
Greenlighter
Hello all this is my first post, im a long time browser of blue light so i decided to make an account.
Basically im from nyc and have been using opiates for 3 year (roxys for the first 2 and heroin for the last year) i have a very very high tolerance and i get pretty good dope, id say maybe a 8/10. I usually IV 2-2.5 bundles at a time, and have done as many as 15 bundles in one night. This heavy tolerance is from years of doing opiates with only 1 long term break (5 months). Ive ODed twice and lately i dont even enjoy this drug anymore. Ive sold everything i had to maintain my habit and am at rock bottom so im here for help.
Everytime i try to quit i basically do a shot at 11 pm of my "last day" of getting high and the next day is fine. I smoke a lot of pot, take a xanax around 8 pm when the WDs start and i am able to sleep for aprox 8 hours. The next day when i wake up (day 2 or 36 hours clean) i yawn like crazy and sneeze 6 times in a row every 5 minutes. Ive done some research and this is from not enough oxygen going to my brain, i think. I take a suboxone after forcing down some food or drinking an ensure. For some reason after my first dose of suboxone i start going crazy. I start dripping sweat fom my armpits, i get extreme restless legs, my back feels like its toing to jump out through my stomache i get extremely nautious, bla bla extreme WDs. When i was in rehab they gave my suboxone a few times as far as i can remember, and i asked them to switch me over to subutex because you can swallow subutex as a pill.
My 2 biggest questions are, am i taking the suboxone too early because of my high doses (i know im in WDs because of signs i.e. diahria, yawning, resless legs etc.) or is it possible i have a negative reaction to it? Or does the first dose of bupe normally make you nautious and start the process of getting this poison out of your body? And the second question is, is there anything to stop the yawning and sneezing that i can buy in a pharmacy?
Any other suggestions or help would be greatly appreciated. Thank you for reading, i know it was a little long. - E.
Basically im from nyc and have been using opiates for 3 year (roxys for the first 2 and heroin for the last year) i have a very very high tolerance and i get pretty good dope, id say maybe a 8/10. I usually IV 2-2.5 bundles at a time, and have done as many as 15 bundles in one night. This heavy tolerance is from years of doing opiates with only 1 long term break (5 months). Ive ODed twice and lately i dont even enjoy this drug anymore. Ive sold everything i had to maintain my habit and am at rock bottom so im here for help.
Everytime i try to quit i basically do a shot at 11 pm of my "last day" of getting high and the next day is fine. I smoke a lot of pot, take a xanax around 8 pm when the WDs start and i am able to sleep for aprox 8 hours. The next day when i wake up (day 2 or 36 hours clean) i yawn like crazy and sneeze 6 times in a row every 5 minutes. Ive done some research and this is from not enough oxygen going to my brain, i think. I take a suboxone after forcing down some food or drinking an ensure. For some reason after my first dose of suboxone i start going crazy. I start dripping sweat fom my armpits, i get extreme restless legs, my back feels like its toing to jump out through my stomache i get extremely nautious, bla bla extreme WDs. When i was in rehab they gave my suboxone a few times as far as i can remember, and i asked them to switch me over to subutex because you can swallow subutex as a pill.
My 2 biggest questions are, am i taking the suboxone too early because of my high doses (i know im in WDs because of signs i.e. diahria, yawning, resless legs etc.) or is it possible i have a negative reaction to it? Or does the first dose of bupe normally make you nautious and start the process of getting this poison out of your body? And the second question is, is there anything to stop the yawning and sneezing that i can buy in a pharmacy?
Any other suggestions or help would be greatly appreciated. Thank you for reading, i know it was a little long. - E.