DiRtYjErZ
Bluelighter
hey all, sorry if this thread should have been posted somewhere else but im new to psting in this forum (ive browsed daily for a while) but the condition im in makes it very difficult to process the rules and think. I take adderall here and there as a work aid (13 hr shifts) and recreationally. I normally obtain adderall XR 20 mg. This time i procured adderall Xr 30mg and took 2 at first which isnt a high dose for me. in anywho i slowly redosed over a period of like 44-50 hrs. My last dose was 30 mg Xr approx 38 hrs ago. Since then ive taken a total of 50mg dph and 2 mg of ativan which was around the 16 hr since last addy dose mark. for about 48 hrs now ive had the tight chest, terrible worst ever headache (tylenol, aleve no relief) stand up even slowly and blackout but havent lost consciousness yet. Ive taken a 4 hr and a 3 hr nap in just the past 24 hrs. Heartrate at rest 120BPM constant all day today and B/P is around 130-140 systolic at rest (norm is around 110 sys). Why am i having all these problems + the insomnia and muscle aches n stuff. the chest pain has never happened nor the rest of symptoms and ive taken way more in shorter periods and longer 70+ hr binges. this time i havent eaten as much and only drank approx 24oz of water and 26oz of oj. I ate 2 hashbrowns yesterday AM and a bananna at midnight last night (approx 15hrs ago). I thought mb it was a potassium magnesium and electrolyte defficiency so about 2-3hrs ago i went to wawa and got a banana a smart water (electrolyte infused filtered water) and a chicken salad sandwhich. Heart rate lowered but headache and muscle aches persist. I hate x2 0.5 mg xanax at my disposal and approx x20 50MG Hydroxyzine PAM (worthless shit makes me sleep forever and drowsy). Im also on sub maint for past 5 months and take 2mg x2 daily. Sorry for the mindless rambling. brain didnt bring its A game today.