FoxyChix
Greenlighter
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- Aug 20, 2010
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I am about to detox 
(so they call it, how pure it is i am in great doubt, ity could be anything really but ow do i know??) and also some oxicontin eariler in the week (4 days ago)... Tomorrow morning day one? I AM TERRIFIED - not scared but terrified as it is my 5th atempt in less than a year. I had tried the suboxone but the way i was treated by every single person made me jump straight back into the frying pan!! I know i am the IDIOT
for starting the whole thing agian but here i am? There has to be an end to it all or i feel like i am going to die - either way>>> but now dont get me wrong a i am NOT sucidial in any way or form, it was simply an analiss of the way I am feeling? As you will see shortly by what i am about to ask everyone... I have access to the following tablets in great enough amounts that i can self medicate this detox... I honestly ask REAL advice as to WHAT - WHERE - HOW MANY - ETC... 8)So I have
--Suboxone (8mg) Tabs X 6
(2mg) Tabs X 12
--Pramin (metoclopramide) (10mg) (It is a anti-vomit tablet, I think it could be stemtil or the other one)
--Valium (5 mg) x 40
--Valium (10mg) X 80
(They are from overseas- seems to work the same and is brand name if that means anything?)
--Clonazepam (0.5mg) Tabs x 88
-- Hypnodorm (1mg) Tab X 1
--Stillnox (10mg) x 10
My question is how do i use these drugs and how many what should and shouldn't i combine, so i obviously DONT have a suicdal mission as I am asking advice for my survival>
I have an enormous tolerance to anything? 
I haven't had ANY of these tablets at ALL in the past week except 1 x stillnox last night for bed? 
So as they work at thier best tolerence? CAn somemone help me - I am planning obviously to self medicate so I was thinking of just trying to knock myself out with valium to sleep until i wake each time - keeping an eye on taking too many? The clonazapam may work better i am unsure if it will make me sicker? Last time i tried to do this i took the suboxone too early and went into several hours of severe withdrawal and a hospital visit. I CANNOT go to the hospital again - (I have my reasons and it is not pride) So i need anyones help? I have spent months saving these drugs talking to a very patient doctor (but he does not know anything about my using>) and piling them up as the scripts came in? I look forward to someone replying with advice that can help me?
Thank you for listening...
Foxychik
