I've always loved opiates and they were my drug of choice. After a terrible accident around 10 yrs. ago, I now MUST HAVE opiates to control the pain because of the damage done to my back and neck. It's really hard sometimes because that addictive side of my brain wants to do more and more and I constantly fight with it in order to make my pills last all month. I feel like a big rat in charge of the cheese factory when I get my perscriptions each month. But seriously, it is a constant struggle, and has been for years.

