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[Syberia72]

Hello, I'm gonna post here some details about myself and i hope every one answering my questions will read this.
I'm 23 old male from Europe. At ahe of 13 i moved from north Europe to south Europe. This caused depression which was not threated and evolved in a Bipolar Syndrome. I lived in this nightmare for 8 years, and then i decided to go to my doctor. Now im in threatment 7 months already.
I take 300mg of valproic acid and 8 drops of Daparox in the morning. 300mg of Valproic Acid and 20mg of Citalopram before going to sleep. I weight aproximately 75kg. Altought they help me a lot, they are not perfect. I have no longer mood switches but other than that dont do realy much else.

Now, one week ago i decided i have nothing to lose and started taking 20mg OxyContin daily (snort). It makes me feel safe, relaxed, calm and it takes away tiredness, sleepeness. In other words im finally able to live my life like a normal human being. And yes, my doctor knows about that and isnt realy happy but understends my situation and we agreed i will take it only when its neccesary (i need to go to work, go out etc.) That said i have a lot of questions and i realy hope you can help me. I need it.

 

[Papaverium]

Greetings!

What are your questions? I may be able to help, if not I can direct you to a thread that may be helpful!

 

[Syberia72]

Hi!
1. First few times i took Oxy, effects were stronger than now, also felt a bit of euphoria. My question is, things i feel now (safety, peacefullness) will fade away until i increse the dose or this thing are more or less persistent?
2. I have also Sevredol, when i took it (both oraly and snort) i didnt feel a thing. I suppose its weaker and i will need to take more. But the question is, will it help me like Oxy does?
3. If, lets say, Sevredol will work, how often should i switch them? Daily, weekly, monthly? Don't switch at all?
4. Is there any non prescribtion drug that could mimic the effects i get from Oxy? As i said, i don't want to get high, euphoric or anything like this. I just wanna feel the safety, peacefullness and get away the persisten sleepeness and tiredness.