I've made it 7DAYS WITHOUT DOPE! A record for me, I went from a buff here and there to doing 1/4 oz's by my self in 7 days. All over a 5 month period
I managed to get a hold of subxone so the come down hasn't been to difficult but its still VERY hard.
I wish I never touched the shit, I'm out here in Las Vegas and we get black tar out here and smoke or shoot it. I was never a shooter but boy DO I enjoy chasing the dragon! Notice I said I did enjoy, cause I do! I'm not quitting over any reason except I see what it was doing to me and people around me. Truly one of the most ville substances ever, I am a OC gate user, used Oxy's until they got hard to get and became expensive and quit those for 3 months then everyone was doing tar and for some reason I just had to try it.
I'm lucky. I've lost a lot of money, my girl who I loved more than anything [but heroin of course] but I'm still here and just ready to be a month clean, 3 months, 6 months, a F%*}King year!!!
I hope if anyone reads this, especially someone caught in the middle of using, know that I pray for you, please realize its the worst thing you can do to yourself before it's to late!
Wish me luck. I won today. Now to take on tomorrow.
I managed to get a hold of subxone so the come down hasn't been to difficult but its still VERY hard.
I wish I never touched the shit, I'm out here in Las Vegas and we get black tar out here and smoke or shoot it. I was never a shooter but boy DO I enjoy chasing the dragon! Notice I said I did enjoy, cause I do! I'm not quitting over any reason except I see what it was doing to me and people around me. Truly one of the most ville substances ever, I am a OC gate user, used Oxy's until they got hard to get and became expensive and quit those for 3 months then everyone was doing tar and for some reason I just had to try it.
I'm lucky. I've lost a lot of money, my girl who I loved more than anything [but heroin of course] but I'm still here and just ready to be a month clean, 3 months, 6 months, a F%*}King year!!!
I hope if anyone reads this, especially someone caught in the middle of using, know that I pray for you, please realize its the worst thing you can do to yourself before it's to late!
Wish me luck. I won today. Now to take on tomorrow.
