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ToadInTheHole

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Hi everyone...
Swim has been reading posts on Bluelight for many years and have has a lot to say but not got round to registering until now!

Swim has taken most popular drugs but his main thing became ketamine, which Swim has been taking in large quantities for about 7 years...
Swim no longer takes stimulants much as the effect on his serotonin is too great and for up to 2 weeks afterwards all he thinks about is how best to end his life...A little coke seems to be tolerable, however...

Swim also smoked weed daily for around 10 years but around 2 years ago he finally listened to himself and realised that it just makes his mind think negatively...he still smokes it here and there but regrets it nearly every time...

Thankyou, Swim looks forward to some very informative discussions

Toad
 
Heya Toad! :) We don't use SWIM here just cause it offers no protection from law enforcement and when you think about it it's kinda silly. With that said, Welcome! I hope to see you around the board more. :)
 
Great cheers for the heads up Spork!
Lol I thought it was on here where I first saw the Swim thing
 
Hey toad,

Swim was used here way back, and you can still find old threads where they used, but I'm so glad it's gone. Now when I search older threads here and elsewhere, I am so annoyed by all the damn swimming.

So what's your situation now? You still on the K you've been on for 7 years? What else? Are you hoping to get clean, or just looking for harm reduction advice? Or...?

Welcome to BL. =D

pods
 
I always thought swim was kind of amusing but I guess it definately makes things harder to read...I'm quite glad you're all not using it really...

Anyways, I am indeed still using..and have started injecting over the last couple of years..I don't think I intend to get fully clean at the moment but I'm working hard on stopping the alcohol, I think that's the worst one for my body and mind...stopping the stims was easy and cutting right down on weed became easy EVENTUALLY...as for the k, I would like to just do it as a treat maybe every couple of months or something, it has kind of become my main hobby and is getting in the way of advancing my life a bit now I am getting older...
i have been totally sober for nearly a week right now and have been getting help from various charities but there's not much they can do other than just talk with me every week, which does help a bit...
I don't really do much else nowadays, just a few benzos when they come my way and opiods, mostly codeine and oxy, but they never really gave me the feeling I hoped for you know, not even heroin really did it for me, I REALLY enjoyed methadone several times though which puzzled me a little...K just seems like the perfect feeling for me, it's just like what I imagined "drugs" to be like when I was little!
I mainly signed up to BL because I thought my knowledge and experience could contribute something to some of the threads I was reading...I've been looking forward to getting involved for a while but only just got a computer, using my phone is a ballache!!
 
We're glad to have you and for sure with your experiences you could help a lot of people here.

Have you considered a program like AA/NA or ever tried one? You can't knock it til you try it, and you sound like you might be an alcoholic/addict like me.

It's working for me, and no, I don't believe in god!

Peace,
pnm
 
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