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narcobarbie's here. I know the vibes of these types of forum, because I'm active user of another one, in my Native language. Just wanted to find something new -- active forum, decided to aim in foreign ones. I'm young but i have kinda big experience with many drugs, benzo addiction included, I also have pretty goos knowledge about this type of stuff, because there was a time when i was fearless and i was trying many things.

Nice to meet you, guys :cringe:
 
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narcobarbie's here. I know the vibes of these types of forum, because I'm active user of another one, in my Native language. Just wanted to find something new -- active forum, decided to aim in foreign ones. I'm young but i have kinda big experience with many drugs, benzo addiction included, I also have pretty goos knowledge about this type of stuff, because there was a time when i was fearless and i was trying many things.

Nice to meet you, guys :cringe:
Welcome, I'd be interested in hearing about your experience based on geography and accessibility. I live in very rural farm country in Kentucky, USA. So wherever youre at I can only imagine the neat differences in our experience just based on accessibility alone.
 
@thirdeyelazy i guess they were be way much different, especially with the fact, that, just an example - in US access to oxy its extremely easy, In Poland it doesn't work like that, we have plenty of meds, for most of the conditions. Maybe thats why I discovered that some of them I can buy without prescription, can make me high. I think, that besides the way of treating people and acces to meds, guess each of us has stories and saw things :)

@Docta are u polish, too?
 
Pharmaceutical oxycodone pills are actually extremely difficult to get where I'm at now. Back when Oxycotin hit the market eastern KY was one of the first focused test run locations due to high rates of coal mining injuries.

But since then then have cracked way down on any opioid prescriptions. 10 years ago I remember my entire opioid habit revolved around pills. Then Doctors started cutting everyone off and a 30mg oxy pill went from $10 a piece to $35. Then having never even hearing about people doing heroin it was quickly available cheap.
 
When I was working in Netherlands for 3 months - they treat technically EVERYTHING with paracetamol. They told you to eat it regularly and they will help. There was a girl living 2 who lived near us so we were always going to job and back. She had this horrible teeth you can recognize which was snorting a lot(oh se had almost thousand PLN, because of the short-term loans, payday loans? I think you understand. And she was hiding in Netherlands for last 4 yearss. She was just moving from one job agency to another. So when we were working and drive with her 5 days a week. Let’s back to the paracetamol. Her face got swollen on one side. Next day we ride without her, because she’s having dentist appointment. Same day we were informed that we have to pick her up for the second shift tomorrow. Next day we came for her, she looks horrible. I’m asking her what they did to you. She told me that they jest examined her mouth and check de tooth, and then told her that it’s rotten. She haven’t agree for that, idk, I as I knew we were insurance provided by the company, she’s suppsed too. And well. Doctor said, that he will set the day when this tooth will be removed. After that in car was silence, only radio because there’s good station with techno and party songs. And we were just sitting, she was eating paracetamol by the way. And one moment she got a bit closer with us, she looked few times once at me, once at. my boyfriend she just ask us „hey, but my teeth are normal, right?” Asking by girl with this typical crackhouse teeth. I said „yes, you look good” , my boyfriend tried not to laugh for the rest of the trip. This girl was eating this 5 gram paracetamol/daily because that’s the only meds/painkillers. And also. - 5 grams of paracetamol! When I did something to my back they took me to the doctor, fact - this dude checked my back for real. He told me that I’m gonna be get some rest, take 5 grams of paracetamol, and told me to come back if nothing will change. Good that from uur colleagues we knew to take meds, and had our own meds for almost every condition. I tried taking this paracetamol, for one day but my stomach hurt in the evening. Next day I wanted to go to work and i was sitting all day putting tiny cheese to the box in front on the production belt.I had ketonal so I took it with me, because I was sure that paracetamol will be too weak, and then I won’t be able to work, ketonal is strong and fast, so I was working whole day


It’s extremely interesting to me, this system of treating people for this way, I mean then practiced in Netherlands. To be honest none of my friends wasn’t happy for eating paracetamol every time
 
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Hi @narcobarbie welcome to BL forum. Are all forum vibes the same in your opinion? I like to think BL is different but I’ll let you be the judge of that.
 
Yes, they are different. Maybe if I'll spend more time here I'll change my mind, for now i feel a bit 'too fresh' and a bit weird, I'm posting a bit, scrolling. For now, comparing to my native forum, where i hve an account since I was 18, so this year it will be 8 years, and I was using it a lot, I can tell thet the main theme and goals are the same, but the vibe is new to me.

I don't recognize people yet, I can't tell who in my opinion is smart and helpful, who is a piece of dick, who is just a nice dude, who is trashy. When you can recognize people its easier to feel better.

In my opinion BL has for sure too light interface, it's a bit irritating who are using forum at night. To me light blue interface is bad choice.
And on my native forum people who were spending a bit more time or just enough time there becoming associated, so it's like community, You started to knows people by avatar, nick or even style of post
 
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I just like learning about social and political conditions and attitudes in other countries, slang used, the drug scene, though I'm not actually involved in it here really so that's just curiousity. I am always interested in ideas for travel , though I haven't been traveling much lately. I don't know a lot about Poland as far as travel goes, but I have been interested in the Bialowieza Forest. (I love nature and hiking) It sounds like a beautiful place.
But I asked you about your nationality because that's a way for people to talk and connect. ( I'm probably the only person on blue light who gives a flying fuck about the Bialowieza Forest, though 😆)
 
A lot of people aged like our parents, even my alcoholic mother called it once 'brain affecting chemistry'', drinking etanol in her drink at. the same time. Young people are using drugs. I smoked first time when I was 14, so we had access. How people treat it quiite divided. One side has chill about that, for example they dont give a shit. Second ones are the ones that have a problem that they started to used it in medicine. And smokers, who were smoking, sometimes doing many other drugs who are just happy when there's opportunity to get medical weed. Hmmm slang may be quite to explain, I don't even know how to explain that, Polish is complicated language
 
Yeah, the only languages I know are English and some Spanish. Polish would be lost on me, except maybe the translations. I don't remember any others Poles on BL
Is Poland very religious and conservative?
 
I dont know how americans imagine and consider conservative country first, because you live on totally different place on this planet
 
In my opinion BL has for sure too light interface, it's a bit irritating who are using forum at night.

It can be changed, if you'd like to know?

My guess as to why the default is bright, is maybe so that if someone was going through a rough time they wouldn't get further swallowed up by darkness.

It can be subtle things that make our perspectives what they are
 
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