hey buddy, so nice to say hello and the kind words. eally appreciate it my friend. This has always seemed like my kind of place, I dont do well on Reddit, belong to another forum "pharmacy-reviewer.co" but only signed up for that years ago to find the connect on pills and at the time doctors too met my first pain mangament doctor through a business someone set up and was in the forum finding people who lived in certain areas and would direct you to a doctor where it was already pretty much understood and prearranged that he would organize all of your medical notes for you, your MRI being the "golden ticket" and get them to a "compassioante" doctor who/ where you were guranteed to walk out with an rx for 90 to 120 norcos on the first visit, also Xanax or whatever you wanted name it for benzos...was a terrific time in my life, very fondly remebered, was living in phoenix, was getting a little too "fu$$ed up" in the beggining but eventually hit my stride and was just loving my little routne of two classes a day on weekdays finishing up college got my B.A.,went for like a couple years at least until I got injured again taking 7.5mg, would literally brake a .25 off of a 10mg and save them to put 3 together to save extra pills each month, fourr times a day as prescribed...four times to look forward to...never lost the buzz or required more for the longest time, its once I got injured again and they put me on morphine, I thought I could do better than Norcos with my injuries and went fishing...ended up with the new formula tamper proof yay jk asshats anyway 100mg 2 a day plus my norcos...bumped everything up a notch was shooting for oxies but was satisfied with that, if you ever taken morphine or know you know you get a rightous high off the right amount, no differeant than Heroin, nice and clean and lasts long...my thing was to eventually I got to taking my whole days dose x 2 in one go in the morning, and be straight for the whole day and just drink beer in the evening, thats also when I got into H, was inevitable...was living in Arizona, buying oxies too had a coonect for those, Opana for that little sliver of time they were out OH BOY they were something else one lil snort wam! grew to love the BTH in AZ....never really have lost the love for it, I have just now been finding out that so much bth is hit with fent, I think, the shit I GET, and i know good BTH, it makes no sense, hold on, ive had testers but stopped testing because i always got top shelf from the same source until a fent batch was given to me last week, tried to exchange it, and lost a friend of 5 years who I guess thought greedily keeping 2 ounces out of five or so for himself was more worth it to him than having me as a friend, really dumb on him though, super short sighted, let him know so much in text messages, no reply, im in process of starting over forgetting sbou him, but just today my other connect gave me some BEUTIFUL light brown stuff had ALL the bells and whistles..tested it twice...fent? da fak? I have 2 ounces and 2 grams at this moment sitting on its my thing to stockpile i dont sell im a prepper but anyway that was the "good ol usual stuff" and it tested negative, as negative as water and my "juiced veggies and fruit" drink(s) I order each week on my diet. Now im really freaked out like wtf, the 2 zips I had to exchange and got fucked off, unusable, could totally tell after use not so much looks that it had something in it, tasted different, chemy, strong chemy taste and smell was off, not my beutiful and now feeling luxourious top shelf BTH I keep in a bag peppered with lactose on the outide and chilling in a jar in 2 bags with rice at the bottom to keep that bay area moisture away...turns BTH soft and left out long enough into complete goup, a problem I NEVER had encountered in AZ...but im grtting off topic now.
I just dont uderstand wtf is going on, I mean, I know my little weasle "friend" the dude he is using to help him push shit right now is matched up together with a notroious take top shelf dope and cook it and stretch it piece of shit asshole but everytime before it was either just not as good or complete bunk from him...never this fent shit! and it was weird my friend not a short high or anything I was nodding ALL DAY from a dose in the morning legs were incredible, definately an anolgue but which one? I have heard similar stories...I have also heard some debate about "false positives" I am trying to understand why good dope would be tainted with fent? Like, whats the pont? Its cheap yes but we don't want it, us old school snorters, users, blenders and shakers, we want the morphine, the really strong tar, thats it! why why why bother to and RUIN a BEUTIFUL batch of tar if it gets people high and by looking at it I can tell you its some good, if not great by BTH standards...ould I be getting a false positive, the coke is always amazing could some have been in that in an effort to addict users and I tainted my H? seriously confused here.
Anyway, great to meet you buddy hope you had a good sunday, please keep in touch, loved talking at ya

any insight please you have the floor. And again thanks for the warm welcome again your too kind

really appreciate it. - Gator/ Holden