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[simply special]

Hello I'm Special and I am new into the world of hallucinogenic substances. I tried DMT Monday, and I enjoyed the experience of my first trip very much so...but I still feel as though my hearts desires wheren't reached... My heart longs for a experience where it lasts longer, where I have visual and audible hallucinations, where I am here physically yet in another reality.. I am lost and don't know which way to go to reach the inner depths of my heart and soul's desires..any advise??

 

[delta_9]

Welcome to Bluelight simply special If you haven't already, please do take some time to familiarize yourself with the BLUA, as well as the rules of the individual forums.

My advice would be to take up a spiritual practice(meditation/yoga/etc.). Whether in conjunction with further psychedelic drug use is not for me to say, but I believe it will certainly help you better understand what you experience should you choose to continue to use.

 

[Venrak]

First off, I wouldn't go for a breakthrough experience on longer lasting psyches just yet as you are new to the whole scene, and these experiences can be very intense. The beauty about DMT is that when smoked and a breakthrough experience is acheived, the dose will only last a matter of minutes, not hours. Though time sometimes can cease to exist when in such experiences so it can seem infinitely longer.

On that note, I would suggest a low dose (1-2g) of mushrooms since you liked the DMT headspace, or barring that, a low dose (1 tab/drop) LSD. LSD is generally considered to have less potential for a ''dark'' trip. Mushrooms tend to play on one's emotions a lot more than LSD does.

I would suggest you do your research on whatever it is that you choose to imbibe. Read the megathreads pertaining to set and setting, read through experience reports on Erowid and BL, but for now avoid reports about bad trips as they tend to cause anxiety about having bad trips, which is a self-fulfilling prophecy. This is not to say that you should ignore the possibility of having a ''bad trip'', just don't dwell on the possibility. If at all possible have some benzos on hand in case of any extreme anxiety, and if you are to take anything away from this post, it should be this; Go With The Flow. If any issues about your life arise during the trip, do not attempt to ignore them and push them aside. Do not resist. Think about it, and allow them to resolve themselves naturally.