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Hello ? help.... Please

WantMyLifeBack6

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Hi all, I am new to this sight... I have read a lot on this site and many others for years but never posted anything or commented. I don't know if on this site I need to use "SWIM" and the like... I am trying desperately to straighten my life out. Everything in my life is perfect... literally, great husband, beautiful kids, great paying job I like, home of my dreams, perfect except for this damn opiate addiction!! I need help. I'm really scared I am going to die.
 
Hello, and welcome to BL. There is a health and support section which from what I have seen offers encouragement and support to those wanting to make changes in their lives. I would suggest starting there and exploring the different topics and threads within that forum. Hope you find the reassurance you need.
It sounds like you are really wanting to change, my hope for you is that you are able to keep hold of that desire and determination to get your life back if things become rocky.

oh and no terms like SWIM and the like are not necersarry on BL,
take care.
 
Thanks for the replies ? my plan is to start Methadone treatment this week.. Tuesday morning is when the place does new intake... I'm just wondering how much of the stuff I will need to feel normal. It's sad because that's all the oxy does is make me feel normal. Such a waste of so much money just to feel normal and not feel sick. I am also dreading having to go to the place everyday... I'm so afraid of running into someone who knows me. No one knows about my addiction and I want to keep it that way. I work full time and am very involved in my kids elementary school. I know so many people would be shocked if they knew.
 
If u have any questions concerning opiate maintenance I'd be willing to share sum of my experience.

please research the long term w/d associated w/ meth &/or bupe b4 making the jump. I believe those are the worst opiates/oids that exist.

welcome
 
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