123darkstar
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I dunno if this will post since im a green lighter - i tried to post this already but maybe my phone deleted it 
Im a kinda small time opiate user but i still get terrible withdrawels coming off my 10/325 perks .
I have quit three or four times now and wish to quit again .
Two of the times i quit i used Ibogaine 8( Gawd it was really really really horrible and scary for me - I went to the Land of the Dead they told me .
Its insane but i should save that story for another time .
I also quit by a fast self taper i went from 10 pills a day to 2 pills a day in a week - full blown withdrawels almost - thank god i had the 2 a day .
After a couple weeks like that i kinda felt normal and one was getting me a tiny buzz - or it was making me feel so much better i felt buzzed .
Then i went to one a day - terrible again
Then i started hiking 6-8 miles a day of very very steep hills and pounding water and taking every supplement known to man LOL
Neuro Optimizer really seemed to help but i had to skip 2 days hiking and i flat turned back 2 times to - It was immense torture - just lifting that one leg up after the other was horrrednous but i kept a pill in my pocket at all times and id just wait till i freaking could not handle it - well i needed to be in bed or in a dark room or a shower god anything but hiking in 90 degree heat .
This method worked really well - in about 9 days of the pill here pill there i was able to skip days and take only half a pill and about 5 days later i got to where i was skipping 3 days at a time still doing the torture hikes then i felt really good and i was off .
Now im back on i should have mentioned i have had a total of 14 surgeries and i had 4 in the last 2 years which i was able to quit meds each time - so i had a knee replacement and i tried damn hard to stay off the meds but i caved in 4th day that was august 22 2014 and ive been on everysince .
Really sux as im eating way to much acetomenophen and i feel like shit - Its time to quit again .
Il lrepeat some of this but Cheers Guys and Gals and fellow addicts .
Here is to coming clean one more time and hopefully not dying in the process - which im not so sure i havent been close to in the past ......
Dark
Im a kinda small time opiate user but i still get terrible withdrawels coming off my 10/325 perks .
I have quit three or four times now and wish to quit again .
Two of the times i quit i used Ibogaine 8( Gawd it was really really really horrible and scary for me - I went to the Land of the Dead they told me .
Its insane but i should save that story for another time .
I also quit by a fast self taper i went from 10 pills a day to 2 pills a day in a week - full blown withdrawels almost - thank god i had the 2 a day .
After a couple weeks like that i kinda felt normal and one was getting me a tiny buzz - or it was making me feel so much better i felt buzzed .
Then i went to one a day - terrible again
Then i started hiking 6-8 miles a day of very very steep hills and pounding water and taking every supplement known to man LOL
Neuro Optimizer really seemed to help but i had to skip 2 days hiking and i flat turned back 2 times to - It was immense torture - just lifting that one leg up after the other was horrrednous but i kept a pill in my pocket at all times and id just wait till i freaking could not handle it - well i needed to be in bed or in a dark room or a shower god anything but hiking in 90 degree heat .
This method worked really well - in about 9 days of the pill here pill there i was able to skip days and take only half a pill and about 5 days later i got to where i was skipping 3 days at a time still doing the torture hikes then i felt really good and i was off .
Now im back on i should have mentioned i have had a total of 14 surgeries and i had 4 in the last 2 years which i was able to quit meds each time - so i had a knee replacement and i tried damn hard to stay off the meds but i caved in 4th day that was august 22 2014 and ive been on everysince .
Really sux as im eating way to much acetomenophen and i feel like shit - Its time to quit again .
Il lrepeat some of this but Cheers Guys and Gals and fellow addicts .
Here is to coming clean one more time and hopefully not dying in the process - which im not so sure i havent been close to in the past ......
Dark
