MintInSTL-ONLY
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- Jan 18, 2012
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Hey All,
Well it's been about 10 years or so since I had my heyday with our good friend MOLLY. I failed to bring her into my life for the correct purpose and took her for granted (as well as the amazing girlfriend I had at the time and lost for the same reasons), taking in far more than I could handle over the course of several years. She certainly made me pay the price.(MOLLY) While I have never enjoyed myself more for an extended period of time like I did from when I was 18-21, the aftermath was relative HELL and lasted much longer. Needless to say my Serotonin and Dopamine levels were virtually gone for many years after I stopped using, and have only recently started to return to normal levels. I now feel, and hope,that I am back to those levels, or at least as close to them as I will ever be able to get. I have learned from my misuse (I hope) and don't plan to make the same ungrateful mistakes I made before. MOLLY is not a gift we were given to abuse or simply escape, it is a gift we were given to discover the ability we have inside us to delve deeper into ourselves as well as others and really get to the root of our emotions and thoughts. Unfortunately like many gifts or great tools we humans have been given she has been widely abused leading to often dangerous results and a very negative image to the public at large who cannot, and will never understand what it is truly for. The reason I searched out this site is because a friend of mine here in STL mentioned a certain type of MOLLY called "Mint" which apparently has a great reputation and is widely known in the Chicagoland area. As I understand it there are also well known other "brand names" from a few other regions. Back in my heyday it was extremely rare to find the same kind from the same source for more than a couple weeks at a time, or even one time to the next. Pressed ones were like playing Russian Roulette as far as what you were spending your money on and what you were putting in your body. Many, just as an example, were something like one part MDMA to 30 parts Caffeine which made for a very weak, unpleasant, speedy, short experience. On the other hand I remember the best one I ever had. It was called a Peace Dove. It was blue...one allowed me the most enjoyable, clean, anxiety free, self-revealing experience thus far....from any Psychoactive....period. I was told it was 3 parts MDMA,1 Part MDA and 1 Part Mescaline. It was a rather large pill, it weighed nearly a quarter of a gram.(Which I understand to be basically between "double" and "triple" "stacked". That combination was confirmed by several sources so I have every reason to believe the specs to be correct and I weighed it myself. It was the greatest night with MOLLY ever, but in hindsight it was also the clear beginning of my downfall. From then on I would stop at nothing to get back into that mind frame and quickly depleted the neuro-chemicals needed to enjoy MOLLY at all. I also previously really enjoyed just plain MDMA powder or MDA chards, generally combined with my personal favorite mind altering substance....K. I found it was much easier to control dosage of each when taken separately and therefore relieved any anxiety related to the unknown effects of any random pill. Well needless to say after my friend mentioned the ChiTown Mints he was soon planning to enjoy I did some research on them, leading me here, and my interest was once again peaked. So I plan to give it just one shot here in the near future. I think now that I know what I did wrong and what I should use it for more good than harm will result. I also suggest spacing out the frequency anyone takes it by at least a month, or three, or six, or maybe just once a year for a self birthday present.
To be completely honest I have another motivating factor. I am currently in a Drug Court Program and can't engage in my usual mind exploration and relaxation through the consumption of different types of extremely high quality cannabis to achieve the mind mind freeing psychoactive effect I have become so fond of in order to feel spiritually awake and connected with my surroundings.
As I've mention I do have a history of Drug Abuse and not just with MDMA. I've tried virtually all of them except pcp, meth, pretty much anything new from the past ten years, and never ever had the ability or inclination to stick a needle in my body. The addiction that affected my life most severely has to be that of opiates, which obviously I can also no longer take while I am in the Drug Court Program. This is virtual torture since I am in a great deal of back and muscle pain the past 5 years after working my butt off at restaurants over the past decade. I have been prescribed hydrocodone for the pain recently, taking it just as prescribed, managing my pain just fine.
Ironically, or I supposed more accurately, sadly the reason I landed in drug court to begin with was from two felony possession charges stemming from being pulled over, searched, and found to have a half bar of xanex and one hydrocodone in the bottom of the glove box in my car that I had completely forgotten about months before when I was forced to stop taking the medications due to the loss of my insurance. So of course neither was in its' appropriate bottle and since the prescriptions were at least several months old the prosecutor refused to drop the cases. Even though I provided proof of the prescriptions as well as the fact that they were not yet expired and by law did not have to be carried in their bottles due to the status as a C-3 or higher prescription drug. (My lawyer thought the charge were likely not dropped because I have a couple convictions for small amounts of marijuana in my past) BTW, if I am incorrect about MDMA and Ketamine never being tested for on a regular drug test in such Court Treatment programs please warn me before I make a very costly mistake.
From what I can tell about the Mints, they look to be basically just pressed MDMA and/or MDA with very little if any bindings or fillers. So for my first experience I plan to take one with a couple buddies and hopefully enjoy myself somewhat comparably to when I first started. I will also have some K on hand in case it is needed. I find it can often be very helpful for me in teaching myself the path to a complete meditative state of mind I seek when not under the influence of any psychoactive tools . If this goes off without a hitch and I enjoy myself I plan to take a break for a month or two and fully understand the experience as completely as I can on my own. Then I would like to take just MOLLY with me to see the Psychiatrist I see on occasion for my adderall and diazepam prescriptions that the court does allow me to take. Hopefully through this session, with his guidance, I will obtain a better idea of who I really am by taking MOLLY for its true purpose finally.
Well sorry for rambling on and on, if you actually read this all.....THANK YOU. It feels good to get it out of my head. It feels much less crowded and more clear than it has in a long time. If you have any questions, comments, or just want to discuss anything I mentioned or pretty much anything on your mind feel free to reply to my thread or email me.
Well it's been about 10 years or so since I had my heyday with our good friend MOLLY. I failed to bring her into my life for the correct purpose and took her for granted (as well as the amazing girlfriend I had at the time and lost for the same reasons), taking in far more than I could handle over the course of several years. She certainly made me pay the price.(MOLLY) While I have never enjoyed myself more for an extended period of time like I did from when I was 18-21, the aftermath was relative HELL and lasted much longer. Needless to say my Serotonin and Dopamine levels were virtually gone for many years after I stopped using, and have only recently started to return to normal levels. I now feel, and hope,that I am back to those levels, or at least as close to them as I will ever be able to get. I have learned from my misuse (I hope) and don't plan to make the same ungrateful mistakes I made before. MOLLY is not a gift we were given to abuse or simply escape, it is a gift we were given to discover the ability we have inside us to delve deeper into ourselves as well as others and really get to the root of our emotions and thoughts. Unfortunately like many gifts or great tools we humans have been given she has been widely abused leading to often dangerous results and a very negative image to the public at large who cannot, and will never understand what it is truly for. The reason I searched out this site is because a friend of mine here in STL mentioned a certain type of MOLLY called "Mint" which apparently has a great reputation and is widely known in the Chicagoland area. As I understand it there are also well known other "brand names" from a few other regions. Back in my heyday it was extremely rare to find the same kind from the same source for more than a couple weeks at a time, or even one time to the next. Pressed ones were like playing Russian Roulette as far as what you were spending your money on and what you were putting in your body. Many, just as an example, were something like one part MDMA to 30 parts Caffeine which made for a very weak, unpleasant, speedy, short experience. On the other hand I remember the best one I ever had. It was called a Peace Dove. It was blue...one allowed me the most enjoyable, clean, anxiety free, self-revealing experience thus far....from any Psychoactive....period. I was told it was 3 parts MDMA,1 Part MDA and 1 Part Mescaline. It was a rather large pill, it weighed nearly a quarter of a gram.(Which I understand to be basically between "double" and "triple" "stacked". That combination was confirmed by several sources so I have every reason to believe the specs to be correct and I weighed it myself. It was the greatest night with MOLLY ever, but in hindsight it was also the clear beginning of my downfall. From then on I would stop at nothing to get back into that mind frame and quickly depleted the neuro-chemicals needed to enjoy MOLLY at all. I also previously really enjoyed just plain MDMA powder or MDA chards, generally combined with my personal favorite mind altering substance....K. I found it was much easier to control dosage of each when taken separately and therefore relieved any anxiety related to the unknown effects of any random pill. Well needless to say after my friend mentioned the ChiTown Mints he was soon planning to enjoy I did some research on them, leading me here, and my interest was once again peaked. So I plan to give it just one shot here in the near future. I think now that I know what I did wrong and what I should use it for more good than harm will result. I also suggest spacing out the frequency anyone takes it by at least a month, or three, or six, or maybe just once a year for a self birthday present.
To be completely honest I have another motivating factor. I am currently in a Drug Court Program and can't engage in my usual mind exploration and relaxation through the consumption of different types of extremely high quality cannabis to achieve the mind mind freeing psychoactive effect I have become so fond of in order to feel spiritually awake and connected with my surroundings.
As I've mention I do have a history of Drug Abuse and not just with MDMA. I've tried virtually all of them except pcp, meth, pretty much anything new from the past ten years, and never ever had the ability or inclination to stick a needle in my body. The addiction that affected my life most severely has to be that of opiates, which obviously I can also no longer take while I am in the Drug Court Program. This is virtual torture since I am in a great deal of back and muscle pain the past 5 years after working my butt off at restaurants over the past decade. I have been prescribed hydrocodone for the pain recently, taking it just as prescribed, managing my pain just fine.
Ironically, or I supposed more accurately, sadly the reason I landed in drug court to begin with was from two felony possession charges stemming from being pulled over, searched, and found to have a half bar of xanex and one hydrocodone in the bottom of the glove box in my car that I had completely forgotten about months before when I was forced to stop taking the medications due to the loss of my insurance. So of course neither was in its' appropriate bottle and since the prescriptions were at least several months old the prosecutor refused to drop the cases. Even though I provided proof of the prescriptions as well as the fact that they were not yet expired and by law did not have to be carried in their bottles due to the status as a C-3 or higher prescription drug. (My lawyer thought the charge were likely not dropped because I have a couple convictions for small amounts of marijuana in my past) BTW, if I am incorrect about MDMA and Ketamine never being tested for on a regular drug test in such Court Treatment programs please warn me before I make a very costly mistake.
From what I can tell about the Mints, they look to be basically just pressed MDMA and/or MDA with very little if any bindings or fillers. So for my first experience I plan to take one with a couple buddies and hopefully enjoy myself somewhat comparably to when I first started. I will also have some K on hand in case it is needed. I find it can often be very helpful for me in teaching myself the path to a complete meditative state of mind I seek when not under the influence of any psychoactive tools . If this goes off without a hitch and I enjoy myself I plan to take a break for a month or two and fully understand the experience as completely as I can on my own. Then I would like to take just MOLLY with me to see the Psychiatrist I see on occasion for my adderall and diazepam prescriptions that the court does allow me to take. Hopefully through this session, with his guidance, I will obtain a better idea of who I really am by taking MOLLY for its true purpose finally.
Well sorry for rambling on and on, if you actually read this all.....THANK YOU. It feels good to get it out of my head. It feels much less crowded and more clear than it has in a long time. If you have any questions, comments, or just want to discuss anything I mentioned or pretty much anything on your mind feel free to reply to my thread or email me.
