Hello, I too am relatively new to bluelight but liked the title of your thread and then felt obligated to respond because i have such a deep affection for The Spirit Molecule, DMT. As a matter of fact I am about to prepare some Ayahuasca, just as soon as i find some stainless steel pots.
I am 20 and have been using drugs since I was about 13. I absolutley love psychedelics, but very recentley (over the past year or so) have picked up an IV Heroin habit that is currentley threatening to destroy everythin i love in my life, I need to, and plan to get that under control
Cosmiccharlie
I couldnt sent u a pm cos ur mailbox was full so maybe you'll see this here......
Hello
I've lurked around BL for a few years
Under different screen names due to moving
Selling my computer, etc. I am goin to start
Becoming more active on the site. There's
A plethora of info and lots of nice friendly
Folks willing to answer/ help anyone. I don't
Want to take up anymore of your time but when I
Saw it post talkin about ur IV heroin addiction, I felt compelled
To reply. I am 31 live in a small town in Missouri. I've been using various
Drugs for the last 12 years or so. My love affair with the needle started
Ten years ago with meth. That went off an on for 3 years.
The first opiate o abused was oxyxontin. I used to have a connect with H in Memphis
But have since lost the dudes number. I'm chewing on a fent patch as I type.
Anyway I just wanted to say good luck. I've been on suboxone for the past year
And it has probably saves my life. I can't seem to make it through the first 24 hrs
Of withdrawal. If u don't have insurance there's a program for suboxone patients where
You get a script free for a year. My problem is, I do good for a week or so and then I get an itch to get a buzz, go off my suns for a day, then go on a binger. I've been really frustrated and angry with myself. So it's an everyday struggle to stay sane/sober. Anyone who says it's easy doesn't know true opiate addiction. anyway ,
I just wanted to say hang in there and good luck. Having a positive support group is very important as Well. I'm typing on my iPhone
Sorry this is weird typing lol. If u ever need to talk, feel free to drop me a line.
Take care,
Melissa