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skunk-mad

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Hello all my name is mark or skunk-mad is my writing name. I've been addicted to opiates for over 20 years since I was 14 I'm now 37. I've been illegal opiate free for close on 8 years with a methadone reduction program. I'm now down to 12ml/day.

The reason I've joined up is important getting that messed about by the community drug treatment service and now either

A- Want to reduce the methadone asap to nothing

B- Swap out the 12ml/day to another medication that my dr can prescribe. For example morphine or df118 aka dihydrocodeine

I do suffer with agoraphobia also which is a fear of going out and a fear of people. So going to these services more often now for some reason is

1- Taking to much money from me and I'm paying more for the scripts than the meth is worth

2- Making me mix with people ive worked hard to stay away from.

So that's a little about me and why I'm here :)

Kind regards

Mark aka skunk-mad.
 
Hi Mark, have a look at our 'Recovery Support' forums http://www.bluelight.org/vb/forums/268-Recovery-Support perhaps before wandering anywhere else.

Well done on staying away from non Rx poppies for so long. I've reduced from 70 to 30mg since last February and have just asked for a hold over the silly season before I (hopefully) go into freefall in what is always a miserable new year anyhoo, so I cannot see me feeling much more more negative than usual. Then rehabs plus brainwash hopefully as if I don't come out of all this with a 180 degree attitude towards heroin, I'm screwed.

Welcome to Bluelight!
 
Thank you for the warm welcome I'll be having a good look on the forum :)

Kind regards

Mark aka skunk-mad
 
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