BadSanta
Greenlighter
New member here from Cali, names Shawn and I'm 28 y/o. Have been using other forums but was a little unhappy with what it had to offer so I wanted to make the switch over to bluelight. Basically addicted to all uppers, but have been an addict since I was 14 starting with booze and ultimately being court ordered to attend AA meeting at 15. Has been a spiral since than, spending 3 straight years in a juvenile correctional facility until I was 18. Made the switch to uppers and have been stuck since. I occasionally have my good times where I'm able to live a sober and "normal lifestyle" but relapses come easy. Been stuck on Meth for about two and half to three straight months now and I'm having a hard time putting it down. It affects me opposite for the most part as it does others so I'm easily able to hide it. No one knows that I'm currently still using. I look young ,take care of my teeth lol and myself and I look like a nice person, the girls like me 
. So that's my introduction/ quick story that turned into me rambling srry. But basically I'm here to research help , share what info I can with others and meet people with similar interests. Thanks.
. So that's my introduction/ quick story that turned into me rambling srry. But basically I'm here to research help , share what info I can with others and meet people with similar interests. Thanks.
