inretrospec
Greenlighter
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- Apr 20, 2012
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Hey Bluelight! I've surfed this sight for a few years now and absolutely love it. I feel I may be able to contribute some of my past experiences and knowledge to this great sight. A little about me which will hopefully not turn into a book. Either way, here it goes...
I started using alcohol around the ripe ol age of 12. I moved from that to pot a few short years later. Looking back now, after my first high, the question wasn't if I were going to get high again but when?
At 17 I moved into what I like to call my research and development phase. haha I made it my absurd goal to try each and every substance with some slight guidelines. I first used whatever particular substance that I hadn't tried yet to assess my tolerance, then pushed it to the max, and finally used it rather regularly. Also, I had to experiment with all of the different ROAs. I made a sick game out of my life for the next 5 years. Failed out of a college football scholarship, and things went from bad to worse.
In this dark time I was offered an all expense paid trip to one of the best rehab facilities in the United States. I did decline the offer and continued to use. I don't regret much of anything in life, but this may be at the top of the list. I left my job and had a very long, lonely week of deciding if I were going to basically live or die? I locked myself in my apartment and went very deep in my own head. I woke up one morning decided to shower, shave, and face the world.
I now have a great job and just bought a house. Life is looking up, and I'm in no way bragging but rather proud of where I have come from and where I am today. I rarely use; a couple times a year maybe. I am still fascinated with how drugs affect the human body. I hope to make a couple friends here and maybe contribute where I can.
Cheers!
I started using alcohol around the ripe ol age of 12. I moved from that to pot a few short years later. Looking back now, after my first high, the question wasn't if I were going to get high again but when?
At 17 I moved into what I like to call my research and development phase. haha I made it my absurd goal to try each and every substance with some slight guidelines. I first used whatever particular substance that I hadn't tried yet to assess my tolerance, then pushed it to the max, and finally used it rather regularly. Also, I had to experiment with all of the different ROAs. I made a sick game out of my life for the next 5 years. Failed out of a college football scholarship, and things went from bad to worse.
In this dark time I was offered an all expense paid trip to one of the best rehab facilities in the United States. I did decline the offer and continued to use. I don't regret much of anything in life, but this may be at the top of the list. I left my job and had a very long, lonely week of deciding if I were going to basically live or die? I locked myself in my apartment and went very deep in my own head. I woke up one morning decided to shower, shave, and face the world.
I now have a great job and just bought a house. Life is looking up, and I'm in no way bragging but rather proud of where I have come from and where I am today. I rarely use; a couple times a year maybe. I am still fascinated with how drugs affect the human body. I hope to make a couple friends here and maybe contribute where I can.
Cheers!
