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dragonchaser91

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Hello everyone! I have been reading Bluelight.ru threads for over 3 years now. The information I've found on here has helped me in many many different ways at different stages of my life.
I started experimenting with a plethora of drugs Junior year in high school. I had just moved to NJ. I tried to find the pot smokers right away, which is NEVER a difficult feat haha. I really think my move to New Jersey was the biggest player in my drug dependent life today. (Something that could be a great discussion as I LOVE talking about events that have lead up to drug use, psychology type bullshit. :)) Everything went downhill senior year as I was somewhat emotionally dependent on ecstasy. Eventually I grew disgusted with the feeling and tried other stimulants. My first ACID trip was fucking magical, it was around my sophomore year in college. Around the same time I started using Heroin. I have only used Heroin for the past 2 years. Life going downhill and I can't stop it.

I look forward to helping out with general knowledge in drug discussions, answering questions, helping out with harm reduction. I like answering questions and having thoughtful discussions. Especially about literature and literature that relates to pschedelic use. And psycolody of drug use, (WHY WE USE?)

I look forward to talking to tons of new people. =)
My name is SAM! =P
xoxox
 
Welcome! :)
GREAT INTRO! You are certainly in the right place-of course you know that after 3 years of lurking. I imagine you are familiar with the forums that most interest you,however,check out the NMI Featured Forum which is located in a "sticky" on the first thread page of this forum. The current Featured Forum is "Drug Studies"-give it a read. And since you finally joined up,perhaps you would take a few moments to support Bluelight by taking the Inflexxion Survey. <--- Just click on that link and you are there!!!
If you have any questions,feel free to PM me or ANY member of staff. We are here to help! :D

Much peace and love..................skillz =D
 
Hey Sam welcome to Bluelight. Quite the story you have there, and I'm sorry to hear your life is going downhill. I'm assuming you know about The Dark Side (link down in my signature). Hopefully I'll see you posting there sometime if you feel like getting anything off of your chest. Keep your head up :)

Badfish
 
You can definitely stop using heroin though, and your life won't keep going downhill. :)

Have you tried Suboxone maintenance therapy? I hope you can get into it if you would like to try to quit.

Welcome to Bluelight!
 
Welcome to Bluelight Sam!

Come check out the NMI Social thread! It's a great way to get talking to other members =D

~JoshE
 
Thank you all for the great responses. I enjoyed reading them all. I will take all suggestions, like checking out threads and looking into suboxone treatment. I'm borrowing a friends laptop breifly right now, the internet in my apartment went out temporarily so when thats back up Ill post more.

I will take that survey also.

I have tried suboxone. It really makes withdrawals almost nothing. Painless. I have tried to quit using heroin and can get through the first two weeks. Then I feel depressed, apathetic. I tried going to a doctor and gettin prozac to help balance out the chemicals in my brain but he refused to put me on prozac, leading me to feel neglected in which I relapsed. This has happened many times. I keep trying to quit, and I give up because the depression and lack of motivation really get to me.

Peave Love and Unity
OCCUPY! :)
-Sam
 
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