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Codemaster Mike

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FL, UNITED STATES
I am just writing to introduce myself. I am 29 days clean off of opiates (but continue to use other types of drugs). I chose to abstaine from opiates due to a rather concerning dependancy/addiction I began to have with them. I have used several other drugs recreationally with no ill effects and no issue stopping or refaining from use. I am currently enjoying being a tweaker as Adderall is the perfect drug for me. When I relapsed 29 days ago (Adderall was scarce and it was helping me with wd) I realized that Adderall was what I really wanted and didn't even enjoy the 50 mg of Oxy.

I am married and my wife was also dependant on opioid pain relievers. Our relationship still has a codependant feel and it was worse the first few weeks off the opiates but we are gradually reverting to the people we were before getting together. We have 4 children that have had to suffer due to our problem and we are going to try our hardest to be the parents we should be.

I am 31, live in FL and have an array of hobbies. I love spending time with wife and kids, philosophy, history, science, politics, theology/religion, sports (mainly professional football), poker, surfing the net, health and exercise, reading and more. OF course drug use is prevalant in my life as well as I truly try to make a life with casual drug use included. If I can't make it work one of my great dreams will be demolished.

I have used in no order: LSD, Marijuana, any and all perscribed painkillers, Adderall and Vyvanse and Dex, MDMA, Exctasy, GHB, Methamphetamine, alcohol, nicotine, Spice. Currently I am using Adderall, Nicotine. I will substitute Adderall for a sub if it isn't available such as Dex, Vyvanse or Meth.

I understand that from the tone of the post drugs seem very important to me but they are further down the list. Due to the nature of the forum I chose to highlight my drug experience and current drug outlook. My life has priorities and goals. My wife and family are most important, then my job, my health, my finances and then drugs mixed in with my other hobbies. Thank you for reading and if you have any questions then just let me know.
 
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