Hello all I'm Pixel. (I'm a photographer) friends gave me the name.

[migraineskill101]

Hi. So I am new to bluelight. 2 years ago I had a bad epidural placed during the birth of my baby. A month later I started having migraines so bad I would scream "please, please make it stop!" Anyway to make a long story short after being treated like I wasn't human in the ER's I'm now with pain management and prescribed dilaudid. And swallowing them doesn't and never has touched my headaches. So if the health care jerks won't understand and keep me from putting my head through a wall or I off myself because the pain is literally unbearable I will do it my damn self. (Don't get me wrong I have a long history with drug addiction) so please know this isn't my first rodeo. However opiates and support from suicidal thoughts are why I am here. If anyone is going to understand me I hope it will be in this community.

 

[Captain.Heroin]

Welcome to Bluelight!

 

[angeleyes]

Welcome to Bluelight Pixel

I merged your duplicate thread into this one, just in case you were wondering where it went. You'll definitely find support in this community with people who have gone through addiction just like you have. I highly recommend you check out Recovery Support, I think you'll find a lot of useful information in the subforums there. Also the people there are super friendly and always have time to lend an ear for anyone that needs to vent.


If you have any questions about the site, feel free to send me a PM, but I do hope you enjoy your time here and find the sense of community you are looking for.