I woke up this morning and it's pouring down. Heavy winter rain for the first time in months.
It's making me want to curl up inside the house and eat some benzos.
I haven't done that in such a long time - in fact, I had a hell of a time quitting that lifestyle.
And now the sneaky thought - just one time wouldn't hurt.
It may not, but it might.
It might lead to another time and another and another..
The worst part - I have everything I need on hand.
Depressing, counter-productive weather - leave me alone!
I'm going to have another coffee and go for a walk in the rain.