hey guys, I took a pill and a half of ecstasy this past weekend (Saturday) at a rave. the pills are strong, and I've taken it a month before. but, a month before I took half, then the other half 45mins-60mins later. and I didn't have these side effects I've been getting these past few days. I did not test the pills, I assumed it was good because my roll was awesome the last time I tested these pills. these are the same pills because I bought 5 and I did not use it all.
the first time I rolled with these pills, I had a lot of burping issues throughout the rave, and sometime I has a little bit of a hard time breathing. but I had just assumed it was what I ate before I took the pills. the come down was the usual, I couldn't sleep for a day, and no appetite. I recovered fine after two days from taking the pill ( first time).
the second time I took these pills, I took half more than the first time. I popped one at 8, then half at 1015. keep in mind I was sweating a lot, dancing a lot, I barely took breaks. the rave was 4 hours. and when I started to come down I had burping issues again. this time it was worst, and my breathing was worst too. i had to burp in order to feel to be able to breathe again. however, it didn't last for long. I left the rave, around 2AM. my body felt tired and my muscles were spasming here and there. went home, couldnt sleep, no appetite all of Sunday which was expected. I slept for a bit Monday morning and I was able to eat again. so I assumed I was recovering. Monday afternoon, I had three drinks with a friend felt buzzed ( I havent drank in a while probably 4-5 weeks). felt good, went home. later that night I went out for food and drinks again. I drank two 24oz of beers. keep in mind my body has not fully recuperated from no sleep. anyway, after I got back an hour later around 12-1am (Tuesday morning) I had a weird discomfort to my upper back and I had a hard time breathing. I thought I was just congested from the room I was in ad I walked outside for fresh air, it didn't go away. and now I'm paranoid that I caught something. I freak myself out a lot I can't help it. then I had a weird rush thruough my head and that made my stomach feel weird almost like I wanted to vomit. but I didn't. I don't know If I was just scarring myself.
throughout the night I moved around a lot and couldn't sleep on my bed. I kept tossing and turning. I still had a hard time breathing and my upper back still was very uncomfortable. I finally fell asleep around 6-7 AM. and woke up at 12PM. but it was still going on. throughout all of Tuesday, upper back discomfort and hard time breathing. when this happens I always zone myself out and think of bad shit in my head lol. I know that's a big issue. and at times I feel tired too. I dont if it's due to my breathing. moreover, Wednesday morning (3-4) am I fell asleep. woke up at 2PM. I thought I would feel better today but I didn't. still the same. but now sometime I would feel discomfort to my lower back also. at night seems like it always happens the worst. the heavy breathing comes and goes. today, Thursday, I've had the breathing issue this morning when I woke up but not as bad. right now it's fine, but I still feel a light discomfort to my back. I am just afraid that it's gonna hit me hard again tonight.
anyway, i been really scared and I don't know what's wrong with me. I been researching a lot based on what my side effects are. have any of you guys have the same issue? I hope I didn't damage my lungs or anything. oh forgot to mention, I'm still feeling pretty slow. for example, I dont process things in my head while watching tv. I don't know if it's cuz I'm too concentrated on my breathing. but yea, I do feel out of it in the head also.
sorry for writing so much. just looking for some answers. thanks guys!
the first time I rolled with these pills, I had a lot of burping issues throughout the rave, and sometime I has a little bit of a hard time breathing. but I had just assumed it was what I ate before I took the pills. the come down was the usual, I couldn't sleep for a day, and no appetite. I recovered fine after two days from taking the pill ( first time).
the second time I took these pills, I took half more than the first time. I popped one at 8, then half at 1015. keep in mind I was sweating a lot, dancing a lot, I barely took breaks. the rave was 4 hours. and when I started to come down I had burping issues again. this time it was worst, and my breathing was worst too. i had to burp in order to feel to be able to breathe again. however, it didn't last for long. I left the rave, around 2AM. my body felt tired and my muscles were spasming here and there. went home, couldnt sleep, no appetite all of Sunday which was expected. I slept for a bit Monday morning and I was able to eat again. so I assumed I was recovering. Monday afternoon, I had three drinks with a friend felt buzzed ( I havent drank in a while probably 4-5 weeks). felt good, went home. later that night I went out for food and drinks again. I drank two 24oz of beers. keep in mind my body has not fully recuperated from no sleep. anyway, after I got back an hour later around 12-1am (Tuesday morning) I had a weird discomfort to my upper back and I had a hard time breathing. I thought I was just congested from the room I was in ad I walked outside for fresh air, it didn't go away. and now I'm paranoid that I caught something. I freak myself out a lot I can't help it. then I had a weird rush thruough my head and that made my stomach feel weird almost like I wanted to vomit. but I didn't. I don't know If I was just scarring myself.
throughout the night I moved around a lot and couldn't sleep on my bed. I kept tossing and turning. I still had a hard time breathing and my upper back still was very uncomfortable. I finally fell asleep around 6-7 AM. and woke up at 12PM. but it was still going on. throughout all of Tuesday, upper back discomfort and hard time breathing. when this happens I always zone myself out and think of bad shit in my head lol. I know that's a big issue. and at times I feel tired too. I dont if it's due to my breathing. moreover, Wednesday morning (3-4) am I fell asleep. woke up at 2PM. I thought I would feel better today but I didn't. still the same. but now sometime I would feel discomfort to my lower back also. at night seems like it always happens the worst. the heavy breathing comes and goes. today, Thursday, I've had the breathing issue this morning when I woke up but not as bad. right now it's fine, but I still feel a light discomfort to my back. I am just afraid that it's gonna hit me hard again tonight.
anyway, i been really scared and I don't know what's wrong with me. I been researching a lot based on what my side effects are. have any of you guys have the same issue? I hope I didn't damage my lungs or anything. oh forgot to mention, I'm still feeling pretty slow. for example, I dont process things in my head while watching tv. I don't know if it's cuz I'm too concentrated on my breathing. but yea, I do feel out of it in the head also.
sorry for writing so much. just looking for some answers. thanks guys!
