Opioids Hearts desire or keep taking weekly?

[daveslaine]

I should say that because I had 20 hydros * percos left, Ive been saving them and trying to take them once weekly, but as long as I hve them i am not free even though I dont take it.

Honestly guys, these are opiates, should I take them
all and get super opiated for a few days and get rid of them so I can finally concentrate and look ahead, or keep them and take them once a week but not be free and devoid of any worry?

Im seriously confused and undefisive here, and know as long as there are poppy seed I can still get opiated at any time. So what do i do guys? Is it better toget rid of then?

Please help.

 

[Jabberwocky]

If I were you I'd almost certainly eat them, but that's because I'm a fucking heroin addict. I would feel so bad about wasting my precious drugs to throw anything like that away.

I guess it could be quite the symbolic act if you were intending to make a stand and stop using opioids. If you don't intend to stop using, I'd eat them... (I don't mean all of them at once... I don't want you to die, but I mean over the course of a week or something like you said)

 

[tricomb]

To keep on using, or to quit. That is your decision, I don't think we can help you make it. Of course in the interest of harm reduction and things improving in your life, my vote goes to quit. besides you say now "only once a week" then it's "only a few times a week" then it's "only in the morning and at night" then it's "how did I get here?"

 

[daveslaine]

I take 10mg hydro every friday morning, but this way, honestly im not freed. I keep thinking about next friday, though I mostly dont, its difficult to keep living normally when I have these pills in my drawer.

I want my opioid use to end again for good for months or years. So, do i take it once a week, but remain stuck until i run out in June, or take 20-30 mg Oxy or Hydro a day and try to get a really good powerful high an say thank you good god and go on my way?

 

[pbuilder]

Meh I know how u feel, when the weekend is over and I still have coke left in my bag , I can't leave it alone till its all gone, it calls my name. Little. Bumps all day, until it's done. I can never save it till the next weekend

 

[Bluestar2012]

ha! weird ...this was exactly what I went through 3 weeks ago with heroin... I did not know wether I should do as much as possible and be done with it...or if I should just do little by little....but I decided to do little by little...mainly b/c I did not know how potent the thing was but mann did I make the wrong choice ..b/c here I am in my 3rd week of doing them and I am going through major withdrawals right now and its worse than I thought so far. So do as I type not as I do. IMO I would most def eat them and get as good of a high as I can and be done with it...not prolonging it like I am doing right now.. I would take as much as your tolerance will allow you to...don't take more of course...but be done with it as soon as possible b/c otherwise you are just prolonging the inevitable...b/c sooner or later...they will be gone ..ya know what I mean?

 

[daveslaine]

And after drinking poppy seed tea 10mg of hydro only lasted 1 hour. Poppy seed tea lasted me like 24 hours. 12 hours cns effects then body stone. And its only morphine + codeine.

Fuck it, im gonna take 30mg oxy plus 20mg hydro at onxe

 

[Intrinsic man]

I don't understand why you are stuck? Maybe I am just fucking weird but I don't see ANYTHING wrong with once a week use. Can someone please tell me what the problem with this is? You don't experience WD, it's not getting in the way of your life, and you get to enjoy the best god damn substance on the face of the earth weekly.

As long as you keep it to once a week use, the is no problem IMO. If you go on an opiate binge then you may find yourself going through mild WD's or perhaps becoming strongly psychologically addicted making you buy more.

 

[pbuilder]

And after drinking poppy seed tea 10mg of hydro only lasted 1 hour. Poppy seed tea lasted me like 24 hours. 12 hours cns effects then body stone. And its only morphine + codeine.

Fuck it, im gonna take 30mg oxy plus 20mg hydro at onxe

i believe (if I remember quite) poppy tea has TONS of other active opiates in it (Because poppys are the source of every opiates out their of course, and are all contained in the nector/latex/whatever it's called), along with the morphine and codeine it contains. I've heard that it has opiates in it that aren't even really used in medicine lol, so it really works the crap out of your opiate receptors, which is probably why it lasts so long (because some of the opiates I'm sure have quite long half lifes)

I don't understand why you are stuck? Maybe I am just fucking weird but I don't see ANYTHING wrong with once a week use. Can someone please tell me what the problem with this is? You don't experience WD, it's not getting in the way of your life, and you get to enjoy the best god damn substance on the face of the earth weekly.

As long as you keep it to once a week use, the is no problem IMO. If you go on an opiate binge then you may find yourself going through mild WD's or perhaps becoming strongly psychologically addicted making you buy more.

I believe the OP is struggling with psycohological addiction in a sense here. He doesn't want to just use them once a week, for months straight, because then when he does run out, he is going to really want to cop something again. And the fact that he'll limit himself till once a week, and then every other day during the week he will be craving the opiates, and it will be the only thing on his mind, cause he knows he's got some that he could pop at any moment and feel freaking great.

I'm thinking that he just wants to get rid of them as soon as possible (but doesn't have the will power to flush them), so that he can be completely clean off opiates. Because everyone knows where once a week use leads you...

Sure you can keep it up for months, maybe even a year or two...

But eventually your gonna be using twice a week, 3 times a week, every day, 3 times a day, can't get out of bed to function without them, etc.

Well... worst case scenario at least ^