Why must my head grow so dark? I'm ok, I'm really ok. I can cope. There's nothing even wrong.
I'm safe, I'm warm, I'm healthy and things can only hurt and upset me if I let them.
I'm so fucking fed up. I'm so bored.
I want to see people and I want to see life.
Fuck, fuck, fuck.
I'm going to have another glass of wine and finish the painting I've started. This is temporary and there's nothing really wrong.
I'm safe, I'm warm, I'm healthy and things can only hurt and upset me if I let them.
I'm so fucking fed up. I'm so bored.
I want to see people and I want to see life.
Fuck, fuck, fuck.
I'm going to have another glass of wine and finish the painting I've started. This is temporary and there's nothing really wrong.