LonE1
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Well about a month ago I was perscribed adderall XR 10mg for my add, and after switching to IR about a week later (which are MUCH better btw imo), I honestly can say that adderall is much too easy of a drug to abuse for me personally.
I like stimulants, and since I got my script of 10mg IRs, I have killed all 60 in less than a week (I shared about 10-15ish), and have decided that im completely done with this medication as its 2 easy to abuse (personally)
I hope to get on vyvanse soon...but my question is: I have been doing roughly 80-110 mgs for the past 3 nights, and got zero sleep sunday night while doing them with a friend, and I have gotten maybe 6-7 hours in the last 3 days, and i can tell my body is dieing for sleep, but since Im so fucking tired in the morning as I have work pretty early (8am and I have to drive far) I have hardly been getting any sleep, so i take more the next day and pretty much binge until late (and by this time ive taken up to 100mg because i feel like my tolerance has SKYROCKETED) and take some xanex to help me sleep at night. I wake up feeling tired but hey, its better than a comedown.
My question is: My heart is beating rather rapidly tonight, and its worrying me. I took about 110 mgs today (yeah save me the greef i dont care) and my heart is beating like a fuckin jackhammer. Im still not completely off the adderall as I popped my last 10mg about 4 1/2 hours ago, but I know the dreaded comedown is coming so my question is this:
A) is my fucking heart okay?! I mean seriously, not since my early days of heavily abusing mdma (with god knows what was laced with them) have I felt my heart beating so rapidly. I mean it feels like its going to jump out of my damn body...
B) When would be a good time to pop my 4mgs of xanex?? I have some alcohol and some weed, but im worried that alcohol and xanex will have a bad reaction...someone please confirm this with personal expierience, thanks
C) How bad is the withdrawls gunna be? I have been using for about a month almost everyday, and I gave the rest of mine to my friend, because I just cant do this shit anymore. Adderall is way 2 addictive for my line of work, and 2 easily abused, so im glad I have none left.
Sorry i know thats alot of info but I spaced it out and as you can tell im still speeding pretty good...But any input would be great. Thanks guys really
I like stimulants, and since I got my script of 10mg IRs, I have killed all 60 in less than a week (I shared about 10-15ish), and have decided that im completely done with this medication as its 2 easy to abuse (personally)
I hope to get on vyvanse soon...but my question is: I have been doing roughly 80-110 mgs for the past 3 nights, and got zero sleep sunday night while doing them with a friend, and I have gotten maybe 6-7 hours in the last 3 days, and i can tell my body is dieing for sleep, but since Im so fucking tired in the morning as I have work pretty early (8am and I have to drive far) I have hardly been getting any sleep, so i take more the next day and pretty much binge until late (and by this time ive taken up to 100mg because i feel like my tolerance has SKYROCKETED) and take some xanex to help me sleep at night. I wake up feeling tired but hey, its better than a comedown.
My question is: My heart is beating rather rapidly tonight, and its worrying me. I took about 110 mgs today (yeah save me the greef i dont care) and my heart is beating like a fuckin jackhammer. Im still not completely off the adderall as I popped my last 10mg about 4 1/2 hours ago, but I know the dreaded comedown is coming so my question is this:
A) is my fucking heart okay?! I mean seriously, not since my early days of heavily abusing mdma (with god knows what was laced with them) have I felt my heart beating so rapidly. I mean it feels like its going to jump out of my damn body...
B) When would be a good time to pop my 4mgs of xanex?? I have some alcohol and some weed, but im worried that alcohol and xanex will have a bad reaction...someone please confirm this with personal expierience, thanks
C) How bad is the withdrawls gunna be? I have been using for about a month almost everyday, and I gave the rest of mine to my friend, because I just cant do this shit anymore. Adderall is way 2 addictive for my line of work, and 2 easily abused, so im glad I have none left.
Sorry i know thats alot of info but I spaced it out and as you can tell im still speeding pretty good...But any input would be great. Thanks guys really
