This story is in no way trying to dissuade people from trying 5-meo, it was mearly my experience with it. It was fucking scary.
It is about 11:30PM when I am talking to my buddy Dan online about taking 5-meo, when my parents walk in and tell me to go to bed because I'm making too much noise. I was planning on smoking it, but I knew the sound of the lighter would wake them up.
I don't have a scale, so I eyeballed maybe 20mg (could have easily been 40) of 5-meo and layed it on the table. I took my rolled up dollar bill and railled it all.
The first thing I notice is the burn in my nose. The second is the horrible drip, it feels like it's burning the back of your throat. I go abck into my room and lay on my bed staring at the clock.
Out of nowhere it comes up. Fast. I was sky rocketted and I LOVED the feeling. I loved this feeling for about 15 seconds until I realised I was only a little ways into the come up. Going further and further up this horrible scale I knew right then the line had been way too big for me. Way too fucking big.
I didn't have a shirt on and I could SEE my heart beating. It was going nuts. I was sweating like crazy. "Oh my God", I thought, I'm going to fucking die here. Oh God the pain in my head, it was like an explosion. I was shaking all over and could barely walk into the bathroom to puke my gus up.
I walk into my bathroom and flick my lights on, the first thing I notice is that I can't see the color of my eyes, all I see if one huge black pupil. Fucking crazy. The walls were moving like waves, and were throbbing in rhythem with my head and excruciating pulse.
"Oh God I'm gonna fucking die here in my bathroom on some fucking research chemical." I couldn't stand anymore, I fell onto my floor and layed on my small area mat. "Just breathe man, just breathe and we'll make it through." I was fighting for my life, literally.
Now, in movies they always tell you about this bright white light you see when you are about to die, and let me tell you they aren't fucking lying. My eyes drifted shut and it was all white, a bright fucking white. "Fuck man, keep your eyes open, you've got to live!" From here on, it was literally up to fate, a flip of a coin, heads I live, tails I die, I had no control over this drug anymore.
The drug consumed me as I lay there on the floor of my bathroom shaking, for what felt like an eternity, just staring at my toilet, wanting to puke, but not having the strength. I wasn't the ruler of my mind anymore, the drug was, I was a helpless bystander. I could feel myself breath, but I couldn't think at all. I couldn't move my limbs, as the world around me is still pulsating and falling apart around me. I didn't have anymore strength, I closed my eyes, saw the bright light, and blacked out.
I woke up 1hr 45min later, still on my bathroom floor with vomit all over myself. Covered in sweat, I also noticed that my nose had started bleeding and there was blood over my face, which really scared me at first. I slowly worked my legs on trying to get up and see myself in the mirror. I saw my eyes, I could see the iris now. "I fucking made it. Holy fuck that was hell!" Hell, seriously, I felt it.
I crawled into my bed after having splashed water on my face and passed out until noon of today.
Afterwards:
I had come to many realisations after this trip. It is nothing like lsd, don't even try comparing it. This is so powerful. So, so powerful, I had no idea what I was in for. Looking back on it, I realise that I could have died, I was right there and wouldn't have been surpised if I never woke up.
Please people, when experimenting with ANY new chemical, please have a scale, a sitter, and be CAREFUL!
EDIT: The trip did not have any hallucination, the type like on lsd. I t was more like the walls were moving, cracking, falling apart. Everything was breathing. The only closed eye visual I got was a blinding white light. I was not interested in visuals at ALL when this was going on, I was interested in staying alive, seriously, I was fucking sketched out. I just wanted it to end.
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It is about 11:30PM when I am talking to my buddy Dan online about taking 5-meo, when my parents walk in and tell me to go to bed because I'm making too much noise. I was planning on smoking it, but I knew the sound of the lighter would wake them up.
I don't have a scale, so I eyeballed maybe 20mg (could have easily been 40) of 5-meo and layed it on the table. I took my rolled up dollar bill and railled it all.
The first thing I notice is the burn in my nose. The second is the horrible drip, it feels like it's burning the back of your throat. I go abck into my room and lay on my bed staring at the clock.
Out of nowhere it comes up. Fast. I was sky rocketted and I LOVED the feeling. I loved this feeling for about 15 seconds until I realised I was only a little ways into the come up. Going further and further up this horrible scale I knew right then the line had been way too big for me. Way too fucking big.
I didn't have a shirt on and I could SEE my heart beating. It was going nuts. I was sweating like crazy. "Oh my God", I thought, I'm going to fucking die here. Oh God the pain in my head, it was like an explosion. I was shaking all over and could barely walk into the bathroom to puke my gus up.
I walk into my bathroom and flick my lights on, the first thing I notice is that I can't see the color of my eyes, all I see if one huge black pupil. Fucking crazy. The walls were moving like waves, and were throbbing in rhythem with my head and excruciating pulse.
"Oh God I'm gonna fucking die here in my bathroom on some fucking research chemical." I couldn't stand anymore, I fell onto my floor and layed on my small area mat. "Just breathe man, just breathe and we'll make it through." I was fighting for my life, literally.
Now, in movies they always tell you about this bright white light you see when you are about to die, and let me tell you they aren't fucking lying. My eyes drifted shut and it was all white, a bright fucking white. "Fuck man, keep your eyes open, you've got to live!" From here on, it was literally up to fate, a flip of a coin, heads I live, tails I die, I had no control over this drug anymore.
The drug consumed me as I lay there on the floor of my bathroom shaking, for what felt like an eternity, just staring at my toilet, wanting to puke, but not having the strength. I wasn't the ruler of my mind anymore, the drug was, I was a helpless bystander. I could feel myself breath, but I couldn't think at all. I couldn't move my limbs, as the world around me is still pulsating and falling apart around me. I didn't have anymore strength, I closed my eyes, saw the bright light, and blacked out.
I woke up 1hr 45min later, still on my bathroom floor with vomit all over myself. Covered in sweat, I also noticed that my nose had started bleeding and there was blood over my face, which really scared me at first. I slowly worked my legs on trying to get up and see myself in the mirror. I saw my eyes, I could see the iris now. "I fucking made it. Holy fuck that was hell!" Hell, seriously, I felt it.
I crawled into my bed after having splashed water on my face and passed out until noon of today.
Afterwards:
I had come to many realisations after this trip. It is nothing like lsd, don't even try comparing it. This is so powerful. So, so powerful, I had no idea what I was in for. Looking back on it, I realise that I could have died, I was right there and wouldn't have been surpised if I never woke up.
Please people, when experimenting with ANY new chemical, please have a scale, a sitter, and be CAREFUL!
EDIT: The trip did not have any hallucination, the type like on lsd. I t was more like the walls were moving, cracking, falling apart. Everything was breathing. The only closed eye visual I got was a blinding white light. I was not interested in visuals at ALL when this was going on, I was interested in staying alive, seriously, I was fucking sketched out. I just wanted it to end.
Tr1p
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