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Having your mind blown while rolling

wiiwee

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During a roll, have you ever had your mind completely blown and you were just at a loss for words? I was at an Afrojack show the other night and most of the show I was just going 8o oh man oh man oh man, and kept asking my GF if this was really happening and "if it was really going down like this". I literally couldn't even speak most of the night because I was just in awe.

The 9000 people shoving to squeeze by you the entire time from all directions kind of messed up the roll though:o
 
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+1 to messing up your roll... I don't like moshing when I'm rolling, it kills it for me. I like going wild but with a bit of space so I don't feel constricted. But there are a few tracks that have annihilated me at drum and bass raves to the point where I've almost been in tears from the shear emotional peak they've given me :D
 
Yeah that sounds like a good mind=blown experience man.

I have a few, but the first that comes to mind is a horrible one.

I was with this girl for a good while, i really liked her. We were "in love" and all was going swell.

One night i was having a party, i was buzzing on 3 really good E's and she takes me to one side and tells me that she cheated on me.
Im at the peak of a roll.
I find out my girlfriend cheated on me.
It hit like a cuntload of bricks.

I was absolutely devastated.
 
One night i was having a party, i was buzzing on 3 really good E's and she takes me to one side and tells me that she cheated on me.
Im at the peak of a roll.
I find out my girlfriend cheated on me.
It hit like a cuntload of bricks.

dude who fucking does that... like honestly was she TRYING to destroy ur roll?
 
This usually happens to me at one point in the night when I roll. When I look around and everyone seems so in sync with each other, and the music sounds absolutely amazing. That is usually when I go around to the people I am with and give them a hug and thank them for being part of my life. I know it sounds cheesy but meh, I only roll a few times a year so when I do it is a very special thing.
Cant wait for tomorrow!!
 
I got a pretty gnarly lightshow two months ago and it was pretty intense... was mindblowing. xD
 
dude who fucking does that... like honestly was she TRYING to destroy ur roll?

You're telling me brother! I think she musta thought I would have been too happy or drugged out to care? She didnt do drugs so didnt know.. T

The best thing was ,she put on the whole "wahh wahhh im sorry, please forgive" shit for so long. I ended up pretending to forgive her, she got happy and put on the "im so happy we're back together" bullshit....,
I shagged the shit out of her then THE INSTANT i finished ejaculating I just shouted "Oh and you can get the fuck out my house you slag, and dont fucking call me again. Goodbye." and she left.
 
I shagged the shit out of her then THE INSTANT i finished ejaculating I just shouted "Oh and you can get the fuck out my house you slag, and dont fucking call me again. Goodbye." and she left.
...wow, I'd say you are just as bad or even worse than she is. Brutal
 
...wow, I'd say you are just as bad or even worse than she is. Brutal

Think of it this way then:

She told me for months and months that this guy was just a friend, he meant nothing to her but then her friend tells me that she is in love with this guy, has been leading me on all along and using me for nothing. Then it turns out, that when i told her she could stay at my house when i went to my brothers house for 2 days, she brought him there when i was gone and .... well, god knows what went on.

I couldnt give a fuck. She disrespected me well beyond what i did to her.
 
You're telling me brother! I think she musta thought I would have been too happy or drugged out to care? She didnt do drugs so didnt know.. T

The best thing was ,she put on the whole "wahh wahhh im sorry, please forgive" shit for so long. I ended up pretending to forgive her, she got happy and put on the "im so happy we're back together" bullshit....,
I shagged the shit out of her then THE INSTANT i finished ejaculating I just shouted "Oh and you can get the fuck out my house you slag, and dont fucking call me again. Goodbye." and she left.

hehe shagged
 
Isnt this why we roll :D - somenights though the effects are just more amazing than the next and everything seems perfect.
 
of course i've had my mind blown while rolling..

what you described sounds like my lotus experience this NYE.
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mind definitely blown
 
I was in a tent with friends rolling for days and then passing a bowl around, and for once in my life I was forgetting what I was doing... my friend had to remind me to pass the weed...three or four times... that has just never been me in that seat! I've always been the hypervigilant one but... by the end of that weekend My mind was changed forever ~~
 
Literally every time I roll my mind gets blown. Weather it be the music, the people, or the atmosphere.
 
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