PinpointSteez
Greenlighter
Hello everyone, I made a semi-simillar post about 3 years ago, under totally (or mostly) different conditions, that didnt get any feedback anyway, so lets just call this my first post.
A bit about my history with Opiates, I started PM about 4 years ago now, due to chronic kidney stones, a very rare and painful disorder, and Fibromialgia, along with various pinched nerves and long term post-op pain for stretching my urethra, to try to get the stones to pass easier. So I started out with 30mgs of Opana ER 2x a day, snorted. Then started adding on a 20mg ER during the day, and at the end of my first two years I was up to 100 mgs Opana ER 2x a day at least, snorted of course, and also started experiementing with IRs. After hitting my max (200 IR and 140 ER a day) i stopped taking the ERs to apease my family, who wanted something to changed, so thats what did. Now i just use IRs. I got 180 IR 10s this month, which i I.V. almost always, but I threw a lot of them up (intense kidney stone pain makes you puke hardcore) and, well, shit, i had a lot of stones this month and long story short, I am short by two weeks(max) with the earliest being one week(only because of the holidays, and me going out of state for Xmas.
I have been through withdrawls before, many times, but never straight up, two weeks cold turkey. All I am armed with is about 25 xanax bars, about 30 lyrica 100mgs, and besides that idk what else to do to help. Oh and smoke weed. I just moved back to Cali and I have my med card, so im gunna buy a quarter of the best bud money can buy for W/D symptoms.
As I said, I just moved back to Cali, in a new neighborhood, and i dont know any connects to get a lil help with on the side. My old PM Doc in South Carolina (where I was for 3 years before here, and where my family is originally from), was a TOTAL DICK!!!! GOD COMPLEX ANYONE??? but yeah my new Doc here is awesome, couldnt ask for better, so im just gunna have to stick it out until I see him.
Any advice for someone with similar experiences?
How do I survive this?
Help,
Steez8(
A bit about my history with Opiates, I started PM about 4 years ago now, due to chronic kidney stones, a very rare and painful disorder, and Fibromialgia, along with various pinched nerves and long term post-op pain for stretching my urethra, to try to get the stones to pass easier. So I started out with 30mgs of Opana ER 2x a day, snorted. Then started adding on a 20mg ER during the day, and at the end of my first two years I was up to 100 mgs Opana ER 2x a day at least, snorted of course, and also started experiementing with IRs. After hitting my max (200 IR and 140 ER a day) i stopped taking the ERs to apease my family, who wanted something to changed, so thats what did. Now i just use IRs. I got 180 IR 10s this month, which i I.V. almost always, but I threw a lot of them up (intense kidney stone pain makes you puke hardcore) and, well, shit, i had a lot of stones this month and long story short, I am short by two weeks(max) with the earliest being one week(only because of the holidays, and me going out of state for Xmas.
I have been through withdrawls before, many times, but never straight up, two weeks cold turkey. All I am armed with is about 25 xanax bars, about 30 lyrica 100mgs, and besides that idk what else to do to help. Oh and smoke weed. I just moved back to Cali and I have my med card, so im gunna buy a quarter of the best bud money can buy for W/D symptoms.
As I said, I just moved back to Cali, in a new neighborhood, and i dont know any connects to get a lil help with on the side. My old PM Doc in South Carolina (where I was for 3 years before here, and where my family is originally from), was a TOTAL DICK!!!! GOD COMPLEX ANYONE??? but yeah my new Doc here is awesome, couldnt ask for better, so im just gunna have to stick it out until I see him.
Any advice for someone with similar experiences?
How do I survive this?
Help,
Steez8(
