Came across this and saw some symptoms I have been experiencing as well. I took molly on Friday (9/28) and Satuday (9/29). On Friday i took about .6 and felt great. Next day I felt fine, no side effects from the night before and took about .3 that night. I snorted it both nights but Friday night I could feel a big difference as soon as I took it. It is now Thursday and this whole week I have been feeling very dizzy and light headed and am tired a lot. I went to the doctor and he told me that I had vertigo and prescribed me meclizine. I have had a lot of anxiety and tend to freak myself out. I smoked a couple nights as well and it seemed to make everything worse. Not sure if this is normal or not and just wanted to see if anyone has felt like this before and what can I do to make it go away.
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Having problems and I'm scared.
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Clocktower
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The general consensus here is that this is too much. Long comedowns like yours can be prevented by spacing rolls three months apart instead of one.
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Way too much mdma and the Methylone was the cherry on the cake.
No wonder your feeling fucked up.
100mg-150mg in one night is how you don't get these negative effects,
Its all about moderation and treating these powerful drugs with respect.
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Standard textbook anxiety caused by a state of depersonalization. The ecstacy isn't doing this to you, it's your own way of thinking. You took too much and it set off a chain, it's up to you to break it. You see, I think the abuse triggered depersonalization, then you went into panic/anxiety, which increases the DP which makes you more anxious, and well you see how it goes from here. Stay away from any intoxication and find a way to deal with this. It isn't going to go away until you learn how to distract yourself from these sensations. Time may heal, but you gotta put some effort into this or you could still be having these problems a year from now.
yes weed makes it 100% worse!! I have been an everyday weed smoker for years and I agree smoking at a time like this makes it so much worse, first it makes you feel sick and dizzy, then it makes you even more depressed when you comedown (JUst my experience) have you heard of or tried 5htp? it took a few times but after the 3rd time taking it it helped me alot...I eat just one in the day sometime and I wake up feeling normal and not extremely depressed for no reason. I feel Ive been in you situation many times...the last bad time I could not even chop vegetables my motor skills were so fucked. I was crying going "Im an actual etardIm an actual etard" the point of that is as bad as it seems now you will definitely be back to normal...I know living these days is hell theres not much that makes it better...try 5htp oh and if you can find this tea with Valerian root...its amazing for sleep or chilling me out when I can't smoke
How long did it take for you to be able to smoke again? I'm having the same issue and I'm just itching to smoke since I got 2 year probation the night I rolled to hard and haven't recovered yet.
Same thing happened to me.
To be honest you will probably never be able to smoke again if you want to fully recover.
We freaked out our brain and it responded by going on standby (derealization). Time, sober healthy living, distraction and exersize is the key to recovery.
It's been 4.5 months for me and I feel a lot better but I still have a ways to go.
Stay positive and distract yourself. I found that staying off of bluelight and the Internet reading about your feelings really helps. Nothing anyone says online is going to magically fix you, you have to let your brain sort itself out.
I have managed to live a completely normal life despite the fact that depersonalization/anxiety ebbs and flows.
Keep your chin up, stay away from all substances (I still drink socially because it helps me) and exersize. Time is the only cure.
To be honest you will probably never be able to smoke again if you want to fully recover.
We freaked out our brain and it responded by going on standby (derealization). Time, sober healthy living, distraction and exersize is the key to recovery.
It's been 4.5 months for me and I feel a lot better but I still have a ways to go.
Stay positive and distract yourself. I found that staying off of bluelight and the Internet reading about your feelings really helps. Nothing anyone says online is going to magically fix you, you have to let your brain sort itself out.
I have managed to live a completely normal life despite the fact that depersonalization/anxiety ebbs and flows.
Keep your chin up, stay away from all substances (I still drink socially because it helps me) and exersize. Time is the only cure.