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Oh absolutely, I've died for several minutes in the ER several x's... Usually due to IV heroin/fent "fentadope" and often accompanied by a rather moderate-large dose of a potent BZD (e.g. alprazolam and/or clonazepam). I've fallen out from IV speedballs many times (IV dope/fent + high-grade cocaine); overdosing from IV cocaine is terrifying- my vision would start to go blurry, my heart would be palpitating (mostly likely a mild heart attack), and once it was so dizzying and disorientating I just started blurting out pleas to God.

The last overdose I had was this summer. I was driving back from copping from the dboy on 4+mg alprazolam (pressed S 90 3 green bars, clearly contained more than 2mg alprazolam per bar and the green tint was way too bright to be pharmaceutical). I fixed a shot of 4-5 caps/tenths of fent-laced heroin + 2 caps of highly pure cocaine and apparently I blacked out in the car and since I didn't have a seatbelt on in this work-van my friend was driving I was curled up on the floor of the passenger's side, dying. I woke up to the ER staff yelling and asking me wtf I took, informing that they had "lost me" for ~3 minutes. I was more concerned about that massive amount of Narcan that had injected me with. I was freezing cold, nauseated beyond belief, shaking, and my whole body hurt like I had been ran over by a dump truck. I had to be escorted to the ER restroom so I could shit my brains out; the naloxone had certainly "unclogged" my bowels with the un-pleasantries of horrid diarrhea. As soon as I could get them to let me fucking leave, I had the same dude with the work van drive my dopesick ass right back another dopeman, because I was pissed he had thrown out my whole stash.

I realize how unappreciative and how much of an asshole I sound like from this misadventure, but that's what benzo/IV heroin/fentanyl addiction did to my poisoned mind.
 
Only 1 experience that I've ever had that I'd classify as an "overdose". I lost consciousness for about 20-30 minutes, came to on my own eventually....a good thing, considering that I was alone at the time. It was weird, it was like one second I was alert, feeling good etc. and literally the next second I was opening my eyes, feeling cold/dysphoric, pinpoint pupils, a totally different show on television. For some reason I guess I always thought an OD was more gradual than that, but nope...it's like one second everything is fine, the next second it's total inky darkness...it was actually one of the most terrifying things that has ever happened to me, like getting a little taste of death

For a dope user I consider myself to be very careful, which is why I've been pretty successful with my usage, with very few "complications" related to using (whether legal or medical or whatever)...that experience above came about on only 1 bag of street heroin IV'd, after a brief period of abstinence. Not a large amount at all, and no stacking it with lots of booze or tranquilizers or whatever...just goes to show that no matter how careful you are, when you're mainlining street drugs shit happens sometimes...
 
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I overdosed my first time ever doing needles. I was in another city with unknown people and partying hard. I was drunk, and high on cocaine. I don't remeber much but waking up with a start when they revived me. Scary shit especially in a city you don't know.
 
I ODed on Ativan. I had taken a lot of Adderall throughout the day, and was also drinking. It was basically like a blackout. I remember pieces of it, but it is very fuzzy. Some parts I do not remember at all. I was told things that I said, that I have no recollection of. I remember getting extremely disoriented, everything looked weird, it was hard to get up and move, I had no balance or coordination... Luckily a friend found out and I got to the ER. I do not remember going there or what happened throughout that whole day... it took several days for me to really come out of what felt like a fog. I still think I'm having effects physically from it, as this occurred about a week ago, a little less... Does anyone know where I can find info on physical effects of an Ativan overdose??
 
Yes, heroin, fentynal anaglogues, and both combined due to shitty quality control by dealers.

It felt pretty shitty coming too because I was narcaned and usually found myself in jail or a hospital.

I did OD on muscle relaxers and just walked out the hospital and putting on my clothes in the middle of ICU, they were not happy with me.

Overdosing on opiates took me to a cold dark embrace. It was pitch black and I felt not much of anything. I remember coming back a bit and people yelling to come back and kinda not wanting too.

You sometimes have to fight to come back and a few times it was just cpr and I came back because the person kept at it for 20 minutes and it was someone I was close to.

Another time (Don't do this) someone put ice under my nuts and threw me in a shower and slapped me till someoje narcanned me.

It feels like shit but if you die its game over.

I found out the hard way that you need to make sure people know to use narcan and hide the fucking drugs if they call an ambulance.
 
^ thats shitty. the time my friend ODed on smoked pure fent....i had gone out into his garden and dumped the last .199 mg in his garden before the cops got there....cop was totaly asking what drug he was on trying so hard to make a bust....i told him my ODed friend did "oxy" at a party and there was nothing on the premisis.

he look around but found shit...QUESTIONED me and my ODed boys wife but got nothing out of it.

we did good.

never forget myself that night, OD'ed friend's dogs going nuts and me sprinkling FENT in the front lawn b4 the ambulance and cops came.


friend puked ans shitted and pissed all over me while i was giving him cpr and the ambucops where on their way.
 
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I think I did 10 mins ago or almost did on crack. I have t done this drug enough times to tell what it's like but I can't walk my vision is so blurry I can hardly see this keyboard. I am about 20 percent better but it's staying there. The only thi Th my brain would processes was put the supplies away so if this is it I won't be found with all my shit out in the open. Then I staggered To my phone and typed in od here and found this. I'm still a little scared that I'm. It going to get better. It's way worse that a bell ringer. Down to my shoulders are vibrating and I can't. Move my face. Please tell me is this just a new level of high or am fucked. Pleas reply. I don't have anywhere else t go.
 
Fent analogues are nasty.

I got arrested and charged.

I beat the charges but it was a nightmare and I don't care to elaborate.

It was a long time ago and I didn't talk so I have zero advice past don't put yourself in that position.

I can't give legal advice and am only mentioning this because I have gotten pms about it before and I didn't talk irl so I am not able to talk about it at all.

But I do discourage fent analogue usage because it always leads to overdoses even if you are careful.
 
I've done everything from h and straight fentanyl

I know my limits

but I've been depressed and one day in a blackout I attempted an od with about 40 7.5 norcos and 30mgs of assorted xans with a bac of .285

if my mom didn't find me I'd be dead

after waking up in the hospital I wish it had worked, I was covered in charcoal and could barely move

they sent you me to an inpatient rehab/mental care facility for a week minimum trying all kinds of meds on me

I behaved, left that bitch and stopped follow up appointments and the meds they gave me

I hate doctors, how can a dude who talks to me 2 minutes a day diagnos me?

Also on my discharge sheet he wrote cocaine dependence, I've done coke like20 times in 10 years

I did xans everyday and he didn't write that on there

He didn't listen

Also fuck those places, shooting people in the ass with Ativan to were they nod out and hit there head

Terrible experience
 
Last relapse I was staying at my mom's for Christmas, I "fell out" after taking a shot of skag. I don't remember ANYTHING. Apparently I slipped out of my chair and dragged a VERY hot lamp I use onto my bed. Was out cold for probably half an hour, woke up on the ground covered in water and smoke everywhere, the lamp burned through two layers of goose-down comforter and was a few minutes away from going up in flames. Made up a story to tell my mom, but boy did she almost murder me.... I could have died and burned her house down! What a nice Christmas present for mom.
 
I swallowed a gram of clear its been 6 days finally feeling a little normal but heart rTe is not okay and pupil keep going back and forth with dilating
 
Hi there I am really desperate for some help. I'm a 20 year old female and I'm 5"9 and weight about 57kg. I've just been to Ibiza where I took MDMA in crystal form (gumming and swallowing) for five consecutive days and I took 3 grams in total. I haven't had anything for four days now and I feel horrific. I am having brain zaps when trying to sleep, nightmares, nausea and feel really dizzy. I will never do drugs again and I had no idea what I had done was so stupid. Please can anyone give me any advice on what is best to do and how long this will last? Should I see a doctor? I had not taken mdma for 6 months prior to this and I'm so worried I've done permanent damamge. I've been taking multivitamins and drinking orange juice but is there anything else I can do??? Please help me
 
Almost checked out on hydrocodone of all things. Hydro + lyrica combo. I am okay with 75-90mg of hydro and usually 500-600g of Lyrica and its one of my favorite combos. However this time I split my supplies into 1200mg lyrica/101mg hydro and 1200/90. I hadn't done either in a long time and didn't do CWE so those were some big mistakes early. I actually got through the first, higher, amount fine. I threw up later on in the experience but it was okay. So I really wasn't prepared for the next day when I ate during the comeup of the hydro, don't remember any of the evening, and woke up in ICU.

I was at a family member's house for a gathering which I'm sure I probably ruined and they couldn't wake me up. I was choking on my own vomit and was at like 20% breathing capacity or something. Ended up with pneumonia. Then they held me b/c not doing the CWE made my liver bug out. Really sucks b/c I have done this a number of times with no issue - the only things different this time were the much higher amount of Lyrica and also I didn't work my way up on the hydro. I think most times I started at 75 and then on subsequent uses is when I got near 90, 100.
 
honja_gothboi said:
I've done everything from h and straight fentanyl

I know my limits

but I've been depressed and one day in a blackout I attempted an od with about 40 7.5 norcos and 30mgs of assorted xans with a bac of .285

if my mom didn't find me I'd be dead

after waking up in the hospital I wish it had worked, I was covered in charcoal and could barely move

they sent you me to an inpatient rehab/mental care facility for a week minimum trying all kinds of meds on me

I behaved, left that bitch and stopped follow up appointments and the meds they gave me

I hate doctors, how can a dude who talks to me 2 minutes a day diagnos me?

Also on my discharge sheet he wrote cocaine dependence, I've done coke like20 times in 10 years

I did xans everyday and he didn't write that on there

He didn't listen

Also fuck those places, shooting people in the ass with Ativan to were they nod out and hit there head

Terrible experience
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I swear dude you were either my roommate in treatment or had the same experience as him. I'm pretty fed up with doctors too though, I didn't learn a thing from my psych in rehab that I didn't already know and he was real loose with the meds. Same with after treatment. I'm gonna stop going I cant deal with the toxic, mind-dulling anti-whatevers.

OT: I've never fatally OD'd but I've definitely overdosed before. Too much heroin w/ fent every time except for a meth OD. One time I passed out from heroin and had a dream that was almost indistinguishable from real life, in which I went to hell and saw some fucked up shit. I woke up believing I had actually died. I've been known to have some wild ass dreams though, heroin just turns it up to 11. Pretty sure I had other disturbing dreams nearly that whole week (which also is kinda normal to me).
 
I have only OD'd on fentanyl. And I don't use needles, so I usually smoke it . I have OD'd about 7-8 times. And my old lady ends up saving me every time. I don't get fent patches anymore, but do run into them every once in awhile. Well, last week I traded some cat out, for a box of 50mg stickers. Non gel, but Mylan brand. The best kind to extract from, in my experience. After smoking fentanyl for about 8 years. I am a master of extracting it. And I was riding the F-train last week, and loving it. For the first day or so.

So I was pacing myself, and doing pretty good. Then I decided to extract all 5mg from one, and I told myself that I would just take a few small tokes. I did my thing, and took a bigger hit than intended. And it's always the same experience when I OD. I am holding my hit in, and then I wake up to a chaotic scene. My ol lady crying, shit knocked over, spilled a pitcher of water everywhere. Split the bridge of my nose open when I fell out, and went down. Of course, I don't realize any of this until I have been informed that I OD'd. It's just like waking up from a nap or something. But I have not had this happen for a couple of years....and my ol lady was beside herself this last time, as I was out for an hour and a half or so. Once she gets me breathing again, she stays around unil I come out of it.

I usually feel pretty good when I wake up, and don't remember anything at all. Since its been so long, and I have been doing really good managing my pain medication, that this last time was really a bad scene, with my chick. Crying and carrying on...berating me for my stupidity, etc.

She flushed my last patch. And it's been a week,but she is still shaken and pissed at me. There's such a fine line between feeling great, and falling out with fentanyl...it's just can't imagine anyone wanting to shoot the stuff. My advice would be very careful with fentanyl. Easy to be one toke over the line with the stuff. If that's your ROA of course.
 
Overdosed on valium if you want to call it that. Smashed a pack and woke up the next morning with a belt around my neck as I wanted to die that afternoon. Could barely feel passing out.

Overdosed on cocaine. Swallowed 4 grams after already snorting a few grams. Same deal wanted to die. Woke up several hours later confused and barely being able to stand. I remember shaking before blacking out, it happened quite quickly as well. I now have a little chip on my tooth to show for it.
 
I several times overdosed on methoxetamine and O-PCE, MMB-china got me twice ffs, the later in combination with various rc's, heroin took me down so close to not coming back still makes me shiver, and methadone once also. Then the methadone, bentos and booze combos I used to hit up were heavy, and very dangerous.
 
When the oc 80s were big i had just got into IV. Started with dilaudids then oc80, I was able to do 40mg no prob. Then the oc and k4s went away, dope man said i got this other shit called heroin, well duh i want some of that, and its cheaper.
For the price of 1 oc80, i could get 2 bags of this heroin. Why wouldn't i want it right? I get it, and after driving off i looked in my rear view and someone was flashing me, so i pull over and they wanted to know if i had some rigs,told em no,but was on the way to pick some up. We get to the pharmacy, and i get some. First time ever doing H i back loaded an entire bag, because my logic was 1 bag = 1 half of an oc 80, so =40mg, i can handle that shit. Well after i do the shot i started to feel really fucking sleepy,like i was fighting to go to sleep.recall the people that i was with talking, and im out.
I get woke up by paramedics on the pavement. I don't remember anything from when i went out.
Went to the hospital, dr telling me i was funding terrorism blahblah,they release me, and couldn't wait to go home and do some more of that shit.
 
One of the first times I used codeine my tolerance had risen over just 1 day of use after a long mephedrone binge I got up from bed annoyed at not feeling any more high went to the kitchen woke up on the floor flat on my back with no memory of falling down or even fainting it was so freaky I instinctively looked towards the living room door where my mum was in the next room.. And let's just say after my family history of she found out.. I quickly pulled myself together and went back to bed I noticed although I must have hit the stone floor and head as I was laying straight flat on my back i had no bump or pain from my head I did notice deppressed breathing I'd already got to the point of shallow breathing before and at times would stop breathing for minutes so I was somewhat used to it but this time wasn't as bad I was just worried about falling asleep but the pleasure and incredible sedation convinced me to anyway as I am writing this I obviously survived?

This is one of two of my over doses with drugs the other over dose was amphetamine but I'll get into that later.

Just want to add or your new to drugs and perhaps feel influenced by my post just remember codeine can kill you in more than one way including a simple allergic reaction i have never had any side effects that people talk about except stomach nausea which is normal and itching which is also normal and enjoyable if you got that nice body buzz going I have learned a lot about drugs and life in the nearly 4 years since this experience I was lucky enough to realize I couldn't carry on with taking drugs this way and no longer use drugs everyday sometimes I go on an extra long bender but I've honestly never had proper withdrawals from anything except cannabis so I must be doing something right cannabis is so stronger and addictive than people make it out to be but it's important to remember I think that cannabis is so addictive because it feels so good it's helped me get through a lot of tough times but also come back to bite me when I can't afford any and had to sell my ps4 which I still haven't got another one yet thank God for ps3...
 
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^ thats shitty. the time my friend ODed on smoked pure fent....i had gone out into his garden and dumped the last .199 mg in his garden before the cops got there....cop was totaly asking what drug he was on trying so hard to make a bust....i told him my ODed friend did "oxy" at a party and there was nothing on the premisis.

he look around but found shit...QUESTIONED me and my ODed boys wife but got nothing out of it.

we did good.

never forget myself that night, OD'ed friend's dogs going nuts and me sprinkling FENT in the front lawn b4 the ambulance and cops came.


friend puked ans shitted and pissed all over me while i was giving him cpr and the ambucops where on their way.
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I hope something is done about the fent I have close family/friends who chase and their breathing is all fucked up sometimes they literally can't breathe.. They have to use an inhaler and everything seeing shit like this just makes me think of they putting anything else in the gear..
 
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