• Welcome Guest

    Forum Guidelines Bluelight Rules
    Fun 💃 Threads Overdosed? Click
    D R U G   C U L T U R E

Have You Ever Overdosed? [and all overdose discussion/stories]

I've overdosed on crystal meth multiple times, every time that happens I end up in the mental hospital for trying to commit suicide, or I'd get violent and basically act like I had full blown schizophrenia, hearing voices in my head of my family members while thinking they were really communicating with me when they weren't even there, I was tortured in the hospital with needles cause I said I was scared of needles, the doctors didn't really care they just threw me into a mental hospital every time that happened

When I was in the mental hospital it was like I didn't feel alive anymore basically, and my room that had the bed was basically the size of a biggish closet, at that mental hospital Ross and Neil they were taking people that didn't have families and getting them a bus ticket to california to be homeless, which I believe is one of the main factors of that ol' homeless people problem in california
 
@Snafu in the Void
For me it's a choice. Like running (inner dialogue, chosen) instead of walking (the normal way). It's mostly when I try to process or solve issues that involve others. But I couldn't solve a math problem for example using inner dialogue. I guess that's why it was so hard for me to learn stuff by just reading books.
 
I'd just lost my job as a counselor, I was spiraling and felt like I had nothing left to live for. I had three grams of coke, and two grams of heroin (fentanyl) on me. I was trying to IV coke, but wasn't hitting, so I decided to do some of the heroin/fentanyl. I remember thinking to myself "Wow, that was a big shot" and then everything went black. Then I woke up on the ground with a cop standing over me and two EMS workers. I'd been Narcan'd twice. Nothing hurt at the moment, I just was apologetic. The cop was grilling me and kept asking where I got the drugs from. Luckily I knew my rights and asked if I was being arrested or detained and he said no. So, I said that if I wasn't I'd like to go to the hospital and be checked out. I suffered from Post Acute Withdrawal Syndrome and was released the same night. I went and copped some coke, (No MORE Fentanyl for me EVER AGAIN), and decided that I was going to drown my sorrows in that. I was in a horrible, horrible head space, not the right fucking thing to do, obviously. But I wasn't okay. I almost wish I hadn't been Narcan'd. Then I wouldn't be suffering the way I am now.

Then there was the intentional overdose, but that was when I was a teen. I was suicidal and took 13,000 mg worth of various medications, between opioids, sleeping pills, SSRIs, muscle relaxants, and other medications, and somehow I didn't fucking die. I just was high for three goddamn days straight. So, for whatever reason, I just can't die.
 
Back in July 2010, I snorted several Opana ER (oxymorphone) tablets with a relatively low tolerance at the time.

I passed out cold and woke up mid-seizure. I went to the hospital and they said that I was in liver & kidney failure. It took a few days, but luckily I eventually made a full recovery.

I'd like to say that it scared me straight, but unfortunately I became a raging junkie for another 7 years.
 
Railed some fent,passed out ,ended up wide awake in a dog bed,apparently I slid off my pc chair into it,another time I passed out,spouse screamIng at me,my lips and nail bed blue,thank god she was there,guess she heard my snoring( death rattle sitting up) from my office,she never checked on me and her TV always loud,so divine intervention, haven't touched that shit in years,its so very true about those hot spots.
 
I don't think I've ever properly ODd. I've made myself sick from too much alcohol or caffeine which I guess would be classed as a non-life threatening overdose? Oh and I've greened out from too much cannabis a handful of times, mostly in my teenage years.

There was one occasion when I took far too much 2cb (upwards of 500mg within an hour can't remember exactly how much) and the euphoria flipped right over into dysphoria and I felt very wrong and couldn't really move for about an hour, but then it started wearing off and by the time I went to bed a few hours later I was feeling completely normal.
 
You must log in or register to reply here.
Top