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Have you ever hurt yourself subconsiously while on drugs?

drgreenthumb00

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Ok, so have you ever been so messed up on a certain drug and physically hurt yourself?
What I'm trying to say... On XMAS Eve 2010 I was partying with my buddy and we had just gotten a shipment containing vials of ketamine. We got so retarded. I woke up Christmas morning a bit under the weather and had an severe pain in my ankle. I looked at my left ankle and there was blood everywhere. I couldnt put any pressure on it and I felt like it was broken. I had no memory of doing this.

Ketamine being a pain killer/disassociate I must have not have felt it. Got to the ER and after being admitted the doctor took one look at it. He said let me go get you an air cast and crutches. Diagnosed with a very severe strain/sprain of my ankle. The doc said I basically tore all the muscles and tendons in my ankle.

A little bit more than year later my ankle is still killing. I walk with a limp now. Constantly get sprains. I have a huge scar on my ankle.
Now whenever I party with Ketamine I plop myself down and I do not move.
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ANY PARTY WAR STORIES 2 SHARE???
 
broke my wrist elbow dropping from the roof of a car onto the hood of a car on lots of xanax and jim beam
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This one night are was partying really hard, just drinking a lot and taking xanax. I was away at school, and had kicked suboxone a few weeks before this, so this was my first night out being able to drink after being dope sick.

Well, I woke up in the morning (like 8am after going to bed at 4am) with my knee extremely swollen, and unable to walk on it. I tore my meniscus, but have no idea how. My friend that was with my said I fell 4 times, although I only remember one fall. It was pretty awkward at the hospital when all the doctors were asking me what happened, and I just said I slipped on ice because I had no idea what really happened. I was talking lightly because I didn't want them to smell the booze on my breath and deprive me of pain meds. The nurse gave me some percocet there, and she had asked me if I ever had them before, and I said 'no' and then she handed me a few, I saw they had the 512 marking on them, and I yelled "you are only giving me the 5's?!?!" I guess she realized I knew my drugs at that point. I left with a vicodin script at least.

My friends who I was with that night after the injury said that I did mention my knee hurting, but they were worried because I was shaking a lot. I think I was going into shock or something.
 
didnt evenr ead this thread, but cutter since 13. carved the words kurt and K into my body. unfortunate but real coping mechanism. that cut down the stret shit is so stupid. its a thing you either understand or you dont, it is nver GOOD but it is better than mental heal abuse, that's all, folks! yulayukayuka
 
Got really really drunk a few years ago for New years ended up downing a bottle of Tequilla. Well lets just say I dont remember much but there is a video circulating tuscaloosa alabama of me sticking my head into a moving fan on purpose multiple times. I woke up with a mild concussion and a bruised face. I
 
Well I was with my cousin and her friends..... I was on a mixture of benzos and alcohol. The benzo was xanax I believe. Anyways I remember bits in pieces but not really. Well that night we were going to pickup this dude at his work which was at some grocery store... The next day I woke up with scraped knees, cut on my head and my whole right thigh scraped up.... I was like what the hell happened??? Since I only remembered going to the grocery store but not what happened and I just remember running from a car laughing.

So I asked my cousin who wasn't as fucked up as me what happened.... She told me we had been standing in the road blocking her friend's car from driving away as a joke. Anyways he was drunk too :\ started inching his car closer to us till he was up next to us and I had sat on the hood of his car lol.... He ended up starting to drive even though I was sitting on the hood. Well he was driving all over the place and I guess when he tried to turn the car at one point I tumbled off the hood....

I didn't even remember any of that shit.
 
Three years ago, I took about 150mg of methadone, and 6mg of Xanax . My Xanax dealer only lives a block and a half from me, and I know that I took the methadone right before leaving, and took the Xanax at MOST 15 minutes later. By the time I got back to my house (no more than 30 minutes,mprobably less), I was in the middle of a serious black out. I walked up the steps to my door, and smashed my face right into the glass breaking my nose.

I came to a day later, completely baffled, and in the ICU. The doctors said that I had suffered near fatal repertory depression, and that they wanted to monitor me.

So I stayed in ICU about four days. The doctors needed to collect a urine sample (not for drugs, some other reason, I had been straight up with them), but I couldn't pee. By the end of my third night, I still was unable to urinate, so despite my protests, two male nurses held me down, while another nurse inserted a catheter into my member. It was insanely painful, but at least it felt relieving to expell all that urine. Still, a very shitty experience overall..
 
Once I had taken a speed pill before going at the bar with some classmates from university. Since I was on speed I drank a lot more than usual without really feeling it, but I forgot to redose on speed so when the pill wore of, I blackouted. I woke up in the early morning between the two entrance doors of a mall next to a phone booth. I walked home and, since I had left the patio door of my flat open, I went to shut it closed and I smashed it on my finger. When I woke up the next morning I was wondering why I couldn't feel part of my finger anymore and then I remembered... It took about a month or two before I could feel that part of my finger.
 
Ate about 5 good beans one night and chewed my cheeks up so badly i couldnt eat for a week, also chewed my lip so bad half of it was swollen to twice the size.The pain was awful all i did was eat T1s and smoke weed but then i wouldnt feel my lip and start playing with it making it worse.
 
zapa what type of speed pill was it? was it one of those sorta new research drugs? like mephedrone? bath salts? i watched drugs inc research drugs. wow. i can c y people can get hurt on rcs

ya mike i kno wut u mean. i used to murder the inside of my mouth. id have to take magnesium. but i was always well aware i was doing it..

its sucks when u break a bone or tear rip muscles and tendons. and you cant feel it at all. then when the drugs wear off aaaaggghhhh. ketamine after all was designed and produced by military for pain anesthetic. they used it in surgery
 
drgreenthumb00 said:
zapa what type of speed pill was it? was it one of those sorta new research drugs?
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Nah it's not a research chemical. Here in Quebec, methamp only comes in white pills, usually mixed with caffeine, with some random press on it (well it's the only kind I've ever heard of around here). We also got E pills, but speed pills are like another separate category in which you know it's meth in them. Dealers usually have both kinds to sell.
 
drgreenthumb00 said:
Xanax screws everyone up. I've smashed up 3 cars on it. One time I almost died. Xanax can definitely wipe your memory. especially with alcohol
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Yeah that's for sure... That's why I stopped with that shit for the most part... Too many blackouts and injuries lmao.
 
Ativan - Woke up in the hospital with no recollection of the previous day.
Apparently, i did about 4-8mg of ativan and decided to go walk to my gf's house in the blazing hot cali sun (this is not a good combination) with my dog.
Blacked out way before that, passed out in the trailer parks clubhouse. My dad found me, threw me in the back of his truck and drove me to the hospital.

PCP and Alcohol - Oh god the bloody knuckles. So fucked up, i literally smashed through a thick plastered wall and support beam.
I completely just forgot I did that, and sat there with blood all over my hands (purple swollen knuckles) looking like i had no idea what just happened.
Of course i did remember i did it, but it was this weird disassociated memory of 3rd person view looking at some stranger mumbling and punching the fuck out of a wall. Anytime without alcohol though, it's been a blast.


Methamphetamine and Acid - Tore the shit out of my cheeks and woke up with a big bruise right on my throat (still have no idea where that was from)
 
During my drinking days, I would black out nearly every weekend, but the worst I suffered from that was a cut on the cheek from the rim of my glasses when I fell down face first (must have been a hilarious sight). I can count myself lucky nothing worse ever happened.

Nodding out on heroin, I burnt myself smoking too many times to count, including setting fire to my mattress and waking up from the fumes just in time before it got out of control. That one wasn't fun, I had light burns all over my chest, which luckily healed without scarring. But let me tell you, putting out a burning foam mattress at 3 AM with a head still full of opiates isn't an experience I'd like to repeat.
 
I went to work all week with a giant bump and gash on my forehead. I had prepped and done a shot in front of the bathroom sink, while getting ready. It must have been a little stronger than I anticipated, cause I woke up on the floor. Apparently, I had dropped like a dead body.
I woke up, looked at the time, realized I was already late, and ran out the door, never bothering to look in the mirror. I did grab a towel to keep some mysterious blood out of my eye. Didn't really notice pain, for obvious reasons.
When I got to work, I walked into the workshop, and was greeted with, "What the fuck did you do to your head?!" I think I told them I ran into something. Bandana's and lots more dope, for the rest of the week. Looked like the elephant man.
 
twato said:
Nodding out on heroin, I burnt myself smoking too many times to count, including setting fire to my mattress and waking up from the fumes just in time before it got out of control. That one wasn't fun, I had light burns all over my chest, which luckily healed without scarring. But let me tell you, putting out a burning foam mattress at 3 AM with a head still full of opiates isn't an experience I'd like to repeat.
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This.
 
Oh hell yes.

Nodded out with my laptop charger (the bit that gets hot) against my leg. Awoke to 4 huge blisters on my calf, still got scars (6 months later..)

Had a rather large dose of MXE, not too sure what happened but came to with a trashed flat and literally covered in cuts and bruises, well over 20. I think I was searching for a CD...

After a night of various drugs inc MXE (probably the culprit) I came home from the afterparty, sat in my flat for a bit, realised I was still wide awake (meth was involved) so went back to the afterparty only to have everyone stare and ask what the fuck I'd done to my face.. had a really deep cut on my nose and grazes/bruises all around my forehead and one eye. I can remember everything about the night except that.. looks like I knocked myself out, judging by the deep cut on the bridge of my nose I think I most have fallen over going up the stairs to my flat. That's left a scar/dent too :\

Damn. Must stop doing things like that.
 
On several occasions I burnt myself with a hair dryer (I'm using it for my chronic muscle pain) during blackouts on gbl or heroin/diazepam on my thigh, lower leg, and several knuckles. Had huge blisters, took >1 month to heal and still have scars.

Oh, on GHB+Diazepam+Weed+Nitrous (Derp!) I broke a 130 year old pocket watch I got from my great-grandfather.
 
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