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Have you ever had a sexual relationship with your dealer??

No. However, my pain management doctor(s) is cute, then she's extremely attractive when holding that pad of blank scripts. Hmmm...

So far they just take my money.
 
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indicameds said:
i feel in love with a female im in love with.
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For some reason this sentence has me going in circles 8(


To answer the question...I've done drugs most of my life and never had a sexual relationship with my dealer. For some reason I feel terrible associating sex with money or drugs. I like to have sex on drugs, but that's it. Sex is only done with someone I want to have sex with. If I ever had a dealer that I liked regardless of him being a dealer, I might consider it. My weed, E, benzo dealer is a really nice guy...been buying from him for 3-4 years...not my type but if he was and I was his type and sparks flew then I guess it's possible. It would also have the added benefit of him giving me some free drugs or at least giving me a good deal.

But all other dealers I knew were borderline or total psycho-/socio-paths. I could never get myself to do something sexual with a psychopath in exchange for drugs esp if the drug is dope. I just can not see how a guy like that would have much respect for me as when I'd be dope sick he could probably waive a bag in front of my face and get me to give him head. Mean guys like that are scary to me and I run far away from them once I get my drugzzz. I would probably start crying during sex and assume the fetal position as that is what happens in similar situations. Creeps guys out but guarantees no future sexual contact and in certain situations is done automatically by me, probably as a protective mechanism.

I always had a job, even during full time college, that helped me support my then mild drug habit. Have been unemployed for a year or so and I'm happy to have the occasional drugging session with my current SO which he sponsors occasionally. If I wanted more drugs I would have to pay for them myself.
 
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Basically since I started dating, I've been dating dealers. I don't usually know they're a dealer until we start dating. And then they become my dealer, as it's more convenient...dur. :]
 
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