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Have you ever had a bad time on Ecstasy?

..Only when I double dropped 2 snowballs not knowing they were high dose MDA, very messy. That and passing out after 3 days raving I was ready to go to Confusion on the sunday night but just collapsed on Clapham common my gf at the time spent the next 4-5 hours sitting over me checking I was breathing - they couldn't wake me - but I was jolly well knackered 20hours of dancing will do that to you- that and no food just lucozade : )
 
Too many of those MDA windmills also suckered me. I think I took 3 at once one night there was a rave in the Forrest. An hour later I was so totally skullfucked I was rolling round the floor in a ball of sweat chewing my eyebrows off. When I finally came to hours later the next morning not knowing what had happened I felt shame and embarrassment for being such a state. I was like the 14 year old girl who takes pills for the first time and goes like a fish out of water lol. Gave my last 7 pills or something to mate for a tenner for a taxi home. Brains completely busted after that one :S

@boa sometimes those comedown talks with people can be horrendous. I bet hearing your mate had HIV didn't exactly help your recovery. lol
 
I bought 100 of the those swirls, and took loads before that. They were fucking brilliant! I think they were MDMA and MDA, but there may have been a few batches. They were around for ages.

I've seen a couple of people hit the floor and have fits, at large raves, to the point where the MC has angrily demanded that the strobes be turned off. I've seen one person unconscious, getting medical help, but I've never been anywhere that there's been a death. Compared to the carnage booze causes, it's nothing.
 
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2 batches mate one was MDMA one was MDA, the bigger white ones longer barrel were the MDMA, the speckley grey ones were the MDA. MDA ones tested at 69mg or something. Those days were the glory days of pills IMO.

Although people say how much cheaper they were then, but I notice now you get 10 x 180mg pills for £35 so it probably works out the same. :)
 
Treacle said:
I bought 100 of the those swirls, and took loads before that. They were fucking brilliant! I think they were MDMA and MDA, but there may have been a few batches. They were around for ages.

I've seen a couple of people hit the floor and have fits, at large raves, to the point where the MC has angrily demanded that the strobes be turned off. I've seen one person unconscious, getting medical help, but I've never been anywhere that there's been a death. Compared to the carnage booze causes, it's nothing.
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I was at one night that saw an ecstasy death, I never met him or knew him but ill never forget his name as it was one of the headlines on breakfast TV on the monday morning, Christian Whitehead, 19 years old expired without even making it to hospital at about 5.30 am at Helter Skelters 'The Strings of Life' event at the the Sanctuary Musc Arena Milton Keynes - 7-6-97. Bad weekend for it, that very same night another young lad died at a massive rave at Fantasy Island in Ingoldmells just north of Skegness.
 
I wanna say i had 2 out of 10 probably. My 8th one i have to say i had an awakening & was depressed for weeks. The other bad trip was due to this guy i was talking to creeped up on me & had dark circles under his eyes so it freaked me out & i thought i was dying. I left it alone for a couple years because of that one.
 
Luckily, I've never had a bad MDMA experience. It only f**ks me up if I come down too hard off of an amazing trip, but usually a xanax works wonders. ;)
 
The snowballs if memory serves me right were 150mg of MDA they were from Latvia made by govmint chemists to make some quick cash.
 
Any time I push(ed) the dosage above 200-250mg the result is that delirious incapacitated state that I absolutely can't stand - for me it's awful and definitely a bad experience. I never got why some people seem to aim for that state.
 
The first time I took a pill, I was the opposite of how someone should be on ecstasy. It was at a party, and I bumped into my ex who I was still very much in love with at the time. I was so incredibly nasty to him, screaming at him and letting out all of my built up emotions but by personally, verbally attacking him. I then passed out on the sofa feeling no remorse and really quite happy with myself. I still, to this day feel guilt and cannot believe those words came out of my mouth.

Now, I tend to stay away from pills as I dislike the person they make me become.
I've had some terrifying, vivid hallucinations on high doses of MDMA, including people with no eyes and their eyelids pinned back, peoples eyes growing from their skulls, I've mistaken random people for people I am close to and suddenly been convinced that those people are extremely upset and need caring for, almost every time I do MDMA everything i look at glitches as if the world is pixelated. Also, when I'm coming down, I almost always see flies buzzing around the room, and can sometimes hear them too. The feeling of having hairs in my mouth is also very common, and when I try and remove them, they seem to reproduce in my mouth. These things however dont result in a 'bad time' for me, though, as I am still able to understand that it is happening because of the drug. Unlike ketamine, for example, where you can think that the trip is reality. Instead, I enjoy them and am fascinated by the images my brain is able to produce.
 
Seems I was/am a total liability on MDMA when out in public places. I avoid these situations now but I'm a slow learner, took about two decades to work it out. Underlying mistrust of other people's intentions is what set up alot of psychic distortion and anxiety, leading to some very manic behaviour at times. Got myself into some ugly, violent scrapes which still give me the chills 20 years on. Doing speed all the time in my teens didn't set things up well for when pills became widely available.

I'm a bit pissed off with myself for not being able to properly enjoy something that has worked well for friends over the years as a positive recreational experience. Keep me away from town and crowds though and I'm all sweetness and light.
 
I've never had a bad 'trip/high,' per say, HOWEVER I have had bad 'moments,' or bad experiences within a largely high 'trip.' For example; after my first time taking MDMA we went into town to find an open club, as we were still very high and our event had finished, there were police everywhere and i got REALLY paranoid and refused to leave the club until I saw the taxi outside (looking back it was pretty pathetic lol :p,) the only other time I have had a bad 'moment' was the last time I took it, I was literally inches away from being caught by a doorman (and this club has a reputation for doorman 'beating up' customers and stealing their drugs - proper scummy place ahahaha.) But both these times it lasted 5 to 10 minutes max, and the last time I did it (despite the bad 'moment') it was by far the greatest high I EVER had!
 
fleurr said:
I've had some terrifying, vivid hallucinations on high doses of MDMA, including people with no eyes and their eyelids pinned back, peoples eyes growing from their skulls
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This happens to my mate, after just one or two decent pills. He doesn't find it frightening, because he's still on MDMA, but he's sat there and told me that I had no eyes, and he could just see black holes and that the top of my head opened, and insects poured out of it, among other things! He's an extreme example, though. Other people I know get patterning and other pretty cool sounding visuals, after a couple of pills. It really takes MDA to make me hallucinate, or a fucking load of MDMA. Some people are clearly very sensitive to the psychedelic effects of MDMA...
 
Can't say I've ever had a bad time, I mean - the worst scenario that springs to mind, was being in someone's kitchen at a house party, I was the only person on MDMA, I didn't know anyone there, and they were all just standing in the kitchen watching my eyes wobble uncontrollably whilst I gurned etc.

They probably thought I was on the brink of death. Even if I was I'm sure it would've felt great.
 
It's pretty strange! I've never heard anyone else say they've seen something as weird as that, until I read your post. I remember it happening. He was wide-eyed and gurning, but totally coherent, just describing what he could see. Pretty weird that you've seen those two things. However, he said it doesn't put him off pills, at all, because he still feels amazing and it's interesting, rather than scary.
 
Yeah usually happens when your taking drugs far too often or not enough ;) but generally with mdma you will use it in places that you feel uncomfortable sometimes , especially if your abusing it
 
The first time I had Snowballs thinking they were 'normal' pills. By my third I was tripping pretty hard and paranoia quickly set in. I can see it like it was yesterday, the whole chill out room at Lazerdrome snickering away at me. The darkness lasted for a few weeks after but I soon recovered and got straight back on those crazy beans.
 
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