Have trouble NOT talking about E in social situations?

[Bsiren]

I have to admit, and perhaps I'm not alone....though MDMA may not be my addiction, but discussing it, researching it, and thinking about it sometimes is for me....

I find it especially difficult to keep my mouth shut about it when I'm out drinking with friends (most of whom, do not roll).

Does anyone else have this problem, who isn't a newb? LOL

I find it especially hard if some ELSE brings it up, especially if it's false or negative information about MDMA.

 

[SpecialK_]

Don't worry most people do this, although it really frustrates me. I hate people who seem to only be able to hold a conversation revolving around the subject of drugs. Just try and stop yourself from doing it, hang around with a less drug related crowd and you'll be less likely to do it also (I don't mean all the time, don't ditch your friends).

 

[sheepie]

guilty

I find it especially hard if some ELSE brings it up, especially if it's false or negative information about MDMA.

Double guilty..

Quote from a friend earlier today "Ecstasy isn't social... you're just writhing around in an orgasm".

me: angry sigh

 

[SGHteller]

It's very hard not to sing hymns in praise of MDMA, especially when you think the person you're talking to could really benefit.

I think that, over the course of my first year using it, I told all my friends about it .. in detail .. at least twice. >.<

 

[Bsiren]

When I first started out, and E was new, I wanted to share it with every friend I had (not every, but quite a few!)....I'm certainly past that stage, but whe someone wants to bad mouth it..."those people won't have any spinal fluid in 10 years!" "I wouldn't want to walk around making out with everyone and humping everything!", I almost havvvvve to chime in.

My friend was texting me as she was buying some last night, and I was at a club with total "non drug" friends, and when they asked why she kept texting, I told them, and after that, I let the subject stay on E when I should have just been like "so how is your new job!?" LOL....

 

[SGHteller]

"I'll never do E. My friend did it once and she ended up fucking the gearshift in her car!"

Really? Seriously?

Come on people, there are far more alcohol related sexcapades than MDMA.

"No way, I don't want to go to a rave."

Wait, that's a requirement?

/ beats people with sticks

 

[TearItDown]

Lots of people spread misinformation, and I always correct them when it pertains to mdma. I've heard some of the most unintelligent comments about rolling and mdma from people who have done it before.

 

[Dahli]

I'm still rather new to MDMA (a year in August actually!), but I'm pretty good at hiding the fact that I've done it. I still with correct misinformation, but in not in a way "WELL when I'M rolling I'm not like that at all." That's what can get you in trouble.

I've found a default, acceptable way to know about drugs is to say you did a research paper on it in college and then you can sound as experienced and in the know as you like and people just think you're very studious. Still, I only actually gush about my experiences with people who I've either rolled with already or who have brought up their experience with E to me first.

The only situations I find hard are when I'm with my friend who I shared my first roll with but she's gone 180 and is against all drugs now and will start spouting misinformation and other crap like how "When I roll I don't like lights or anything." Bullshit. She rolled ONCE... I didn't care about the lights my first time either since I was all "omfgthisisamazing".

 

[TearItDown]

I'm still rather new to MDMA (a year in August actually!), but I'm pretty good at hiding the fact that I've done it. I still with correct misinformation, but in not in a way "WELL when I'M rolling I'm not like that at all." That's what can get you in trouble.

I've found a default, acceptable way to know about drugs is to say you did a research paper on it in college and then you can sound as experienced and in the know as you like and people just think you're very studious. Still, I only actually gush about my experiences with people who I've either rolled with already or who have brought up their experience with E to me first.

The only situations I find hard are when I'm with my friend who I shared my first roll with but she's gone 180 and is against all drugs now and will start spouting misinformation and other crap like how "When I roll I don't like lights or anything." Bullshit. She rolled ONCE... I didn't care about the lights my first time either since I was all "omfgthisisamazing".

I don't see how someone knowing you've rolled before can get you in trouble. Please elaborate.

 

[Dr.kush]

yeah, but mostly with heroin, i do it all the time and look like a big fiend in front of my friend. i just describe the rush to him who does use and hes just like o thats cool.

i talk to people about E when im rolling. I'll be like dude im thizzed the fuck out! hahaa

 

[General joy]

if i have had one too many beers I find that i have mentioned to people about mdma- its terrible!

 

[starlett7]

"No way, I don't want to go to a rave."

Wait, that's a requirement?

/ beats people with sticks

hahaha too funny, awsome response! iv def heard that one before

 

[starlett7]

oh and i love talking about it, to everyone. i always somehow slide the topic in and elaborate how amazing it is and how awsome i feel when im rolling. i also enjoy a good debate too about health concerns/peoples experiences, etc.

 

[AylaV]

I strongly believe everyone should do mdma once in their lives and that if they don't they're missing out. I can't imagine having never experienced that feeling. My life would have been unfulfilled. Call me an addict, but I truly believe that. I share my love of MDMA with everyone I talk to eventually and correct any misinformation as it comes up.

 

[Dahli]

I don't see how someone knowing you've rolled before can get you in trouble. Please elaborate.

I guess by "you" I meant "me". But telling people I work with, or certain family members would probably make more trouble for me than I want to deal with. Many people that I know don't know the distinction between responsible use and abuse and I've heard comments that even accepting illegal drug use constitutes a problem.

I don't care if my friends know, but I keep my professional life far away from what I do on the weekends.

 

[Coolio]

I've never had a conversation about MDMA except online, or immediately before dropping some rolls with friends. I don't even know what there is to talk about usually, unless it's explaining it to a complete newb.

 

[Bsiren]

I strongly believe everyone should do mdma once in their lives and that if they don't they're missing out. I can't imagine having never experienced that feeling. My life would have been unfulfilled. Call me an addict, but I truly believe that. I share my love of MDMA with everyone I talk to eventually and correct any misinformation as it comes up.

I agree A- but I can't say that around friends. As Shulgin said "everyone should get to experience this profound state"....I managed to have a night out tonight, involving a couple drinks, and never brought up E. Until my boyfriend called, and we talked about it...LOL, but I never brought it up in the crowd. I really had a strong urge to share the MDMA experience with my close friends when I first started doing E (even if that meant giving away pills) because I just didnt want them to miss out, I wanted to make sure they didnt risk the chance of going through life without enjoying real MDMA, but now I've had to accept everyone has their own journey, and I can educate and put it out there that I have enjoyed it, and continue to...but I have to leave it at that and let them decide if they want to try it without my promotional talks.

 

[AylaV]

I don't forcibly bring it up. When it comes up, I talk about it with a glowing opinion is all =) Most people (generally people that don't even do drugs) eventually come around. Only had a couple that refused to. I'm sure some people would probably see this is a fucked up story, but I'm happy that people are so open to the idea once they hear enough about it. At least people I associate with.

 

[jamaica0535]

Double guilty..

Quote from a friend earlier today "Ecstasy isn't social... you're just writhing around in an orgasm".

me: angry sigh

I have seen that happen to someone....

Girl snorts 50mg high quality MDMA and states "My nose hurts"

10 minutes later she is incapble of speech and rolling around on the carpet pretty much appearing to be as your friend put it "writhing around in an orgasm"....

Eventually she found words....

Keep in mind that this individual had never touched any other drugs in her life and was a fairly petite female.

If the topic gets brought up im not generally shy about it.... i try to educate people that its not as harmful as Oprah and the government would have us believe, just like every other drugs.....


Most of my friends are pretty cool with it, a couple of them have fallen in love with each other on molly and have been in a commmited relationship for a long time....

 

[NinjaNikki23]

I strongly believe everyone should do mdma once in their lives and that if they don't they're missing out. I can't imagine having never experienced that feeling. My life would have been unfulfilled. Call me an addict, but I truly believe that. I share my love of MDMA with everyone I talk to eventually and correct any misinformation as it comes up.

I feel the same way Ive said it before to someone too, everyone needs to try it once...
I even asked my 63 year old grandma to try and she thought about it LOL it was great!

and it is very hard for me to not talk about it with my friends
im literally sitting there biting my lips and telling myself dont say it dont say it
talk about something else