Have i lost my ability to roll?

[Seyer]

well for me i space my rolls out to where when i get to that time when i feel okay with my self rolling again, I'm gonna get really excited. Maybe you should slow down how often you roll if you don't get any excitement :b
There's nothing wrong with being excited about what an amazing night you're about to have.

Last time I rolled was 3 weeks ago. And the time before that was 5 weeks before. So Im not having issues spacing my rolls out. Im not a person to get my hopes up, even if I know I have legit clean pills. Its just not me

 

[No Consequence]

Last time I rolled was 3 weeks ago. And the time before that was 5 weeks before. So Im not having issues spacing my rolls out. Im not a person to get my hopes up, even if I know I have legit clean pills. Its just not me

Being excited and getting your hopes up are two different things.
Being excited for a roll is just being happy and ready to have a good time. Getting your hopes up is when you are expecting a certain outcome from your roll. I don't sit there eager for it to hit me, expecting anything from it, I just get excited knowing I will have an amazing night with some amazing friends.
I don't get my hopes up either. I get excited

 

[missing old pills]

Just have a break mate and make such a big deal out of it next time you roll. It'll happen