balabangla
Greenlighter
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- Aug 30, 2012
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I started taking mdma for the first time in summer. Needless to say after my first experience I wanted more, so one and a half weeks later i took some more and it was just as intense and awesome the second time.
Now, I decided to go out the same week 3/4 days after taking MDMA the second time. This time I was really excited to see how my friends would react to me on md, but i didnt seem to feel the MDMA high that i did before, hardly felt anything, and i had consumed around 1/2 a g that night. Was I all washed out of 5HTP from the session in that same week?
After that night ended, I made some new friends and went back to their place, took some more MDMA, to keep me going, still not feeling the loved up feeling of awesomeness. We then carried on drinking, smoking and snorted the day away, and decided to get caine'd that night. That was the last of that weekend.
A week and a half later I got hold of some more mdma and took it, but still only felt vague whispy moments of euphoria but it was too mellow to tell, and nothing as great as the first 2 times. I tried again a week after and still nothing.
I then waited for a good 5 weeks and tried MDMA again and this time i felt the energy and it was slightly different to the first 2 times. It wasnt as euphoric and loved up, but I enjoyed the freedom and loved the feeling it gave me to rave and express myself through dance. It didnt feel like the loved up euphoria that i felt the first two times.
What i wanted to ask is am i losing the magic/ have i lost the magic? Especially the weekend where i rolled twice and took over a g of md. And what easy steps can i take to getting the magic back.
- sorry for the essay.
Now, I decided to go out the same week 3/4 days after taking MDMA the second time. This time I was really excited to see how my friends would react to me on md, but i didnt seem to feel the MDMA high that i did before, hardly felt anything, and i had consumed around 1/2 a g that night. Was I all washed out of 5HTP from the session in that same week?
After that night ended, I made some new friends and went back to their place, took some more MDMA, to keep me going, still not feeling the loved up feeling of awesomeness. We then carried on drinking, smoking and snorted the day away, and decided to get caine'd that night. That was the last of that weekend.
A week and a half later I got hold of some more mdma and took it, but still only felt vague whispy moments of euphoria but it was too mellow to tell, and nothing as great as the first 2 times. I tried again a week after and still nothing.
I then waited for a good 5 weeks and tried MDMA again and this time i felt the energy and it was slightly different to the first 2 times. It wasnt as euphoric and loved up, but I enjoyed the freedom and loved the feeling it gave me to rave and express myself through dance. It didnt feel like the loved up euphoria that i felt the first two times.
What i wanted to ask is am i losing the magic/ have i lost the magic? Especially the weekend where i rolled twice and took over a g of md. And what easy steps can i take to getting the magic back.
- sorry for the essay.
