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Has anything bad ever happened to you, whilst on drugs?

A psychotic moment on weed (I've prolly told this tale many times, but hey ho)...

Had a few spliffs packed with rather strong skunk at a mate's house, went to the pub and it felt like all eyes were on me. Started panicking massively but couldn't leave because everyone else was fine and having more drinks.
We left and went back to the house for more spliffs. Then my friend's faces started to melt, the carpet and walls doing the "Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas" thing.
Still panicking but I told myself that it'd be ok and that I'd just have to sit it out.

I guess that's what you get for smoking weed since you were 14 non-stop-all-day-every-day-from-dusk-till-dawn :\
 
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coors light said:
I was living in rented accommodation one time, while in bed I took Zopiclone, dalmanes and xanax quite alot but cant remember the exact number. so the plan was to get off my face and go to sleep. When I woke up I was on the couch in my parents house about two miles away from were I thought I fell asleep. I looked out the window to find that my car wasn't there so I just assumed that i must have got a taxi to my parents house. anyways I got a lift back to my own gaf to find my car wasnt there either, after some searching I found it eventually in the middle of a green in my parents estate with the lights on, key in the ignition and the car battery dead. to this day I have no Idea how any of it happened because my plan was to go to sleep, not black out and end up a few miles away. how I was even able to drive is another mystery. Im just glad I didn't hit anyone or something fucked up like that.
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Aye been there with GBL in a similar scenario.

It truly scares the shit out of you, along with a fuckload of self loathing as you feel you could have mown someone down and had no clue about it. :( My example was one minute I'm in my house, the next minute(or so it seemed) I was 25 miles from home, with no memory of the journey. Bad shit when you get out yer motor and are looking for human remains on the bonnet. :( I even did not dare listen to the local news, in case there were hit and run reports.

Thank fuck no-one got hurt/killed.
 
monstanoodle said:
A psychotic moment on weed (I've prolly told this tale many times, but hey ho)...

Had a few spliffs packed with rather strong skunk at a mate's house, went to the pub and it felt like all eyes were on me. Started panicking massively but couldn't leave because everyone else was fine and having more drinks.
We left and went back to the house for more spliffs. Then my friend's faces started to melt, the carpet and walls doing the "Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas" thing.
Still panicking but I told myself that it'd be ok and that I'd just have to sit it out.

I guess that's what you get for smoking weed since you were 14 non-stop-all-day-every-day-from-dusk-till-dawn :\
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aye, sadly its too much for a still growing brain. Probably too much for a fully grown one too. My story is the same as yours Noodles, only the time frames differ, it took about 9 months of constant heavy cainining to do in my 19 year old brain. Its probably happened to thousands of other teenagers too just in the UK.

I honestly believe if cannabis was treated like alcohol this wouldnt happen, my parents let me drink whatever i wanted in their house whilst they were there. I just mostly settled for some cider with my dinner in my earler teens, then in my later teens i drank about the same amount as my peers. But i never went mad for alcohol, there was never any need to spend all day every day getting as blasted as possible whilst still conscious.
 
that sounds fucked right up, cant imagine losing control and doing some full on weird random stuff like that. although saying that, vallies and booze make me do some kinda weird random shit if i take enough of both, i usually keep the vallies at a serious minimum if i go out on them and drink, but if im at a home ill pop a few, enjoy it but end up texting people and facebook people weird random shit thinking theyre somebody else. benzos can be odd
 
Yeah those blacked out automated zombie actions can be the most dangerous, that is what I am most afraid on GBL binges. Luckily when I black out at same time I can't get up from the ground, but I always lock the first door, the second door, hide the keys, so I prevent doing shits outside.

Only little bads happened with me :
1) Once I get really panicked in weed. It was one of my first weeds, also drank a lot of alcohol with it, and I was just feeling free falling all the time and I tought I am gonna die. I never smoked after this.
2) On GBL binge after waking up I was feeling my balls explode so I run out to piss with super speed, I broke 1 door, broke the upper part of toilet but I survived.
3) Right after waking up I snorted 1,5x of my usual dose of Meph, after 2mins the sounds became distant, everything whitened out, it lasted about 2 mins, it was terrible, but redose helped me :D
 
Etizolam completely wipes my memory, and has me babbling all kinds of nonsense. Its really weird, thinking that ive done stuff that i cant remember.
 
monstanoodle said:
A psychotic moment on weed (I've prolly told this tale many times, but hey ho)...

Had a few spliffs packed with rather strong skunk at a mate's house, went to the pub and it felt like all eyes were on me. Started panicking massively but couldn't leave because everyone else was fine and having more drinks.
We left and went back to the house for more spliffs. Then my friend's faces started to melt, the carpet and walls doing the "Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas" thing.
Still panicking but I told myself that it'd be ok and that I'd just have to sit it out.

I guess that's what you get for smoking weed since you were 14 non-stop-all-day-every-day-from-dusk-till-dawn :\
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I've no doubt that was troubling, but I'd attribute those effects to perceptual distortions from the weed rather than 'psychosis'. Especially if you were ultimately aware that everything was okay. I know I've had several similar episodes, all of which occurred early in my smoking career, and usually from soapbar or bush rather than anything people might refer to as 'skunk'.

I've had genuine psychotic episodes (which began before I got into drugs), and at no point during those experiences could I have convinced myself everything was 'alright'. Not a chance.

Which isn't to say that your experience didn't trouble you profoundly, but I'm almost certain that cannabis 'psychosis' has become more prevalent since the tabloids spread the panic. Similar to LSD freakouts in the sixties really; almost unheard of until the media picked up on it.


mydrugbuddy said:
aye, sadly its too much for a still growing brain. Probably too much for a fully grown one too. My story is the same as yours Noodles, only the time frames differ, it took about 9 months of constant heavy cainining to do in my 19 year old brain. Its probably happened to thousands of other teenagers too just in the UK.
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Again, not to brush aside your experiences, but just how did the weed 'do in your brain', and how can you be sure it wasn't something else entirely?
 
The same thing happened to me, when I was a teen. It definitely wasn't psychosis, but extreme panic, brought on by hallucinations (which I'd never had from weed before). Pretty terrifying stuff, at the time.
 
Lots of bad shit.. caught hep c although i beat it(6 month tx) when i accidentally (srs) shared a needle. Too dark to see the blood..

Flooded my upstairs because i left the sink on.. had to pull up carpets and everything and get a dehumidifier and fans.

Messed my pelvis up (thought it was healed after surgery, broke a few screws) on speed doing stupid stuff when i should have been recovering. Doors were locked so i jumped through bathroom window and landed bad.

Way more things but i digress.
IV'ing coke things could have been much worse, because i remember doing a huge one then jumping in a pool. Could have od'd pretty easily.. sickens me and makes my heart rate jacked up just thinking bout it..
 
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