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Has anyone you've known "freaked out" on Ecstasy before?

Too many to count.

The first extreme situation i encountered was when a friend dropped for the second time. Her first pill had been the mind blowingly wonderful, ego-dissolving, concious-expanding, wonderfully squishy empathy-enhancing experience first pills usually are. The second time she dropped however, she got over excitied, and somehow the scales tipped in the opposite direction, and she plunged into a 1/2 hour long bout of crying, nausea, and having difficulty breathing without focussing on it. Then she started to hyperventilate. Not pleasant.

Got her through it by just reminding her she had administered a psychoactive chemical, and that it would eventually wear off. Also, isolating her in a warm, comfortable place with lots of access to water and only me and another close friend keeping her company so she wouldn't get overwhelmed.
And of course, artificially restricting her breath intake (paper bags actually do work for this purpose) when she started to hyperventilate.
All this of course happened when i'd just taken 120mg of MDMA myself.
I was fairly close to seeking medical help a number of times during that incident.

Also, i managed to meet my current b/friend on NYE when he started to overheat after railing a pill. As the voice of most 'experience' at the party, I was put in charge of him. I shamelessly used my ill-gotten authority to get him to remove his shirt, to cool him down. He then became a little too distracted to freak out. ;)
hey, i was helping
:)
 
Oooh Wow...

If I ever become to fucked up... Please... Please.. Let me meet someone like you :D

Spanks!

Shal...
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Well, I've had one freakout of interesting proportions... you can find that in the trip reports. Another time was during a candyflip.

I ended up on a bus in Granville (don't ask), sweating and thinking I was about to die. Thankfully, when I got off I threw up, got to my friends house, stripped off and crashed on their sofa with the fan on high.

I recovered, drunk a sports drink and went to a party at night. I was recovered enough to end up having hot hot sex.
 
ive had a few incidents where i've just "seen" ppl freak out - assuming on pills? at hardware universe this year at about 7am i was lining up for the toilets and this guy near the line was sitting on the seats, a rather large guy he was, and he kept throwing himself around everywhere and making "retarded" (soz only way to describe it) noises and then he would just sit up and smile and act like nothing had happened, it was really really freaky and it scared me a lot...i dont know whether he was on pills but i got totally freaked out, and got worried about the whole "drug" issue, and what it really does to people.....
 
i freaked out once.
it was the second time i dropped a whole pill and it was all good and i was starting to peak and then it hit me like a freight train. i couldnt feel my heartbeat cos the music was so loud. my legs and arms felt numb too and it felt like i was gonna explode or sumpin.
cos i was with 2 ppl who had never done it b4, and it was their first time, i was like 'oh shit i think iv had too much' (yes i am very much a cadbury girl)and i didnt know anyone else i trusted there so that was scary. and they had the same pill as me they started freaking out too. so we all went down to the front desk ( i was at a rave) and sat there for a while blowing out hard. then i felt fine and really happy and shit and we went and danced.

its funny cos we all thought we were gonna die but it was still one of the best nights ever.
 
Neither I or any friends have freaked out just MD alone, yeah theres been a few times 'where its all been to much' but we all just lapped it up :) To many times have I seen friends freak out on a mixture of chems though, usually MD and K. K topping the cake for freaking out people on more than one occasion. Evil Stuff, yuck *shudders*
 
apart from aforementioned quadruple dropping episode (which neither me, Baba O'Riley, nor Bluelight condones =D ) there has only been one other incident.

it was at one of the Universe parties and involved the consumption of lots and lots of MDMA powder (don't want to mention no.'s b/c its shameful and embarassing!).

the situation was i got so messed up that when i went to the main stage i didn't know what was going on and i thought everyone was looking at me. although it sounds simple, it can be quite intense at the time. the problem was solved in five mins. by returning to our tent area.

*sighs*
i put it down to youthful exuberance...
 
hehe i freaked out the first time i was on E.. thought i was going to die 8( i remembered i was seeing myself becoming so bloated when i looked in the mirror.. it was scary ass my whole face was like puffed up puffy fish (obviously it was just my amplified imagination hehe but I really thought it was real at the time)
 
I remember one time back in the day when me and my friends were new to pills.
We got a hole heap of these pills which the dealer called 'blue barrels'. They were larger than average and kinda oblong-shaped. In retrospect, I think they contained mostly speed.

Anyway, we all got on these pills and had a huge weekend (Friday, Saturday nights and Sunday).
By the end of the weekend, it seemed like everybody had lost there minds.
I was sick on Sunday morning (I thought from drinking too much water) and spent hours rolling around on the floor in agony. i also pissed 7 times in 30 mins.
One friend packed up all his stuff in his car and decided he was moving to QLD.
Another friend danced pretty much non stop for over 24 hours and then went home and cried all night.
Another friend had some kind of anxiety/asthma attack. She was coughing and hyperventilating and we spent most of Sunday night wondering whether or not to take her to hospital.
Another friend was walking down the street on Sunday night and suddenly started convulsing. Then she was OK.
Several other friends had bad effects from these pills and later that week we all got together and decided we were gonna lay off the E's for a while.
Of course, the next week we got hold of some different pills and had a better time.
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hey void, i read about that incident about the guy tearing off his skin in the newspaper! apparantly it happened in new zealand and he had railed 2CT7 (fun when eaten, deadly if railed). he ended up dying, and many other ppl have died from it too
 
I am one of those 'control' people & I have freaked out on a pill b4.

A Blue safe sex, had taken one previously on another occasion, so I thought all was good, but this one hit me SOOO quickly & I was in a yucky pub.

I totally freaked out, locked myself in the toilet for like 45mins, telling myself to calm down coz this is what I took the damn pill for!!

It comes in waves, IMO, I'd be fine & go to leave, then BANG, I'd have to close the door again & give myself a little pep talk... Talk about schitzo, one sec I'm thinking "Yeah, all good, this is a good pill" then "omg, never taking Drugs again, why do I do this..!" Scary at the time of the bad waves, but I was fine... :-) I just like to know the expected 'take off' time, as such, & this hit me about 1/2 b4 I was expecting... I sympathise with anyone who has gone through any time period of not enjoying a strong pill, coz it can be quite overwhelming...

Asatru
 
i'm not sure if i'd call it "freaking out" as such, but i've definitely been fucking scared. this past new year's eve, when all the mobile carriers were totally fucked as usual (as in, messages weren't getting through for hours, and it was hard to get through, calling), i lost all my friends. i was just wandering around for ages, getting paranoid, and wondering where they fuck they were.

the pill i'd had was hitting me *really* strongly too (so much so that i now don't remember the entire time...), and i was just *really* worried! then, i was sending a message to my best mate telling him the situation (though he didn't get it 'til the next day anyway :P), and nearly sent it to my mum by accident (long story!). needless to say, this didn't improve my state of mind, and i spent the next four hours wandering around, very scared.

fortunately, i did find a few people who helped me out a little, and eventually got back to my friends!
 
MOTOMAN said:
I've seen it many times.

Mainly the people who freak out that much are the ones that aren't mentally stable to start with, either full of depression or just a little weird.


I think that's a bit of a sweeping generalisation to make.

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As to the topic... my 3rd pill, I took 1/2 and it hit me a lot harder than my first two pills had. It's quite a while back now, but I remember feeling like someone had just turned the music up ridiculously high and I felt really claustrophobic. I ended up in the bathroom, just leaning over holding onto the toilet seat, unable to move for about 20 minutes before I could call a friend to come in and get me. Two friends took me outside and walked around for about 1/2hour. I felt better until I got back inside again. Basically for the rest of the night, I was extremely tense (like fingernails cutting in to my hands, I had my fists clenched so tight). The only time I would feel semi-ok was when I was outside walking. I still felt really dodgy thru til the sunday night.

I've had a couple of other occasions where the initial intensity has been overwhelming (or I've been with people who've freaked out a little) and I find the best thing to do is just remove yourself from the music and crowd the best you can. Get some fresh air, walk if you can.
 
I've had 3 friends freak out on me and I've spun out once too.

With my friends, I just took them outside and made them keep moving ... calm them down, relax them and try to make them laugh so they take their mind off how their feeling ...

When I spun out, I felt like I was blind drunk but I knew what was going on ... if that makes sense ... I couldn't walk straight, I had to be walked to the toilet ... but the whole time I was pissing myself laughing and lovin it! hahah :)

Bring on the weekend!
 
Yes i have freaked out big time, and so havent taken pils since. On new years eve i thought i was going to die, i knew deep down that physically i was fine but paniced for about an hour. Worst hour of my life, i said i was never going to take e again but have bought tickets to slinky! Woops! I really want to enjoy the pill again and not be paranoid, any hints? Should i take in halves to be sure or in one go? ( i took my first few whole and loved it) I guess i think that being in a rave environment where i will be dancing my ass off i will be distrcted enough to not notice the onset. If you have any suggestions let me know. Although i do know its a problem within myself that i have to come it thought there might be some ways to stop me freaking or calm me down if i need it. Any advice would be great........
 
i did once....first and only time i've ever taken a whole...


I think i freaked a few of my friends out too that night... i remember Cutiful telling me she couldn't be around me cos i looked awful and i also remember Mirage hugging me and telling me to keep talking to him while he asked me lame questions... heheh =D Thanks!! Don't think I could've got through the night without you and apollo that time!!

lets just say i've stuck to halves ever since ;)
 
syntech said:
i freaked out once.
i was like 'oh shit i think iv had too much'

If I remember correctly your exact words were "shit I think Ive overdosed"

Ha Ha what a wikd night
 
Yeah I freaked out once.

I got the bag out and there were none left.

By God... the screaming, hair-pulling and eye-gouging that followed... and that was just me.
 
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