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Has anyone you've known "freaked out" on Ecstasy before?
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Urbanhog
Bluelighter
sometimes it makes me wonder if people who "freaked out" simply over-reacted or they are the types who watch/read too much anti-eccie stories and they worry too much?
just my 2 cents
Urbanhog %)
just my 2 cents
Urbanhog %)
As one of those people who have freaked out urbanhog, id have to agree. I really think that i freaked out because i was paranoid, when i knew that physically fine. When i first began taking e i didnt think about it, just had the best fucking time ever. Now i know far to much, thats my theory anyway, and it makes me freak out. Agghh. Gone are the days when i was so reckless i dint give a shit, hehehehe. Ah well, havent had a pill for over 5 months, but only one week to go until i try again, wish me luck!
Diacetylus
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Had a bad experience once. Real bad experience. I don't know why, because everyone I was with at the time were fine, and we dosed up with the same batch of pills.
What happened? Well, to put it simply, I felt extremely confused. My vision went all strange (like everything looked pinkish/reddish-no joke.) I was immensely self-conscious. I couldn't even hold my balance when I had to walk to the fridge.
I lay there the rest of the night (t'was New year's eve) just semi-consciously listening to the theme-screen of "Choclat`" and siphoning in and out of reality-surreality.
At first I just nudged it off as the pills containing DXM or Ketamine, but I was the only one with the negative side-effects. Everyone was all lovey-dovey and chatty. I was completely oblivious to my surrounding.
Kind of frightened.
Heart was palpitating.
I was not on any medication at the time.
But, it felt alot like what the description of seratonin syndrome sounds like.
I only took one pill.
They were white-greyish bacardis.
Strange night.
Never experienced these effects after this night.
Very,
Very,
Strange...
What happened? Well, to put it simply, I felt extremely confused. My vision went all strange (like everything looked pinkish/reddish-no joke.) I was immensely self-conscious. I couldn't even hold my balance when I had to walk to the fridge.
I lay there the rest of the night (t'was New year's eve) just semi-consciously listening to the theme-screen of "Choclat`" and siphoning in and out of reality-surreality.
At first I just nudged it off as the pills containing DXM or Ketamine, but I was the only one with the negative side-effects. Everyone was all lovey-dovey and chatty. I was completely oblivious to my surrounding.
Kind of frightened.
Heart was palpitating.
I was not on any medication at the time.
But, it felt alot like what the description of seratonin syndrome sounds like.
I only took one pill.
They were white-greyish bacardis.
Strange night.
Never experienced these effects after this night.
Very,
Very,
Strange...
One of my best mates had a freak out on Friday night.
Well it wasn't really a freak out. She thaught she heard someone at the pub we were at call her a slut so she had a confruntation with him and threw a beer at him and got taken out of the club by bouncers.
She then proceeded to yell at the police officers who were outside the pub and punched one out. She then got arrested and taken away into a holding cell for an hour.
She was on pills and speed
Well it wasn't really a freak out. She thaught she heard someone at the pub we were at call her a slut so she had a confruntation with him and threw a beer at him and got taken out of the club by bouncers.
She then proceeded to yell at the police officers who were outside the pub and punched one out. She then got arrested and taken away into a holding cell for an hour.
She was on pills and speed
Strawberry_lovemuffin
Bluelighter
No I've never "freaked out" (what a weird way of putting it! - I would associate that term more with psychadelics!)
The only really terrible experiences I've had with MDMA have been
1) when I've combined it with something I shouldn't have combined it with (ie. GHB.... *shudder*)
2) when I've just had shitloads too much, resulting in bizarre and terrifying physical (not psychological) symptoms, which included shaking, teeth chattering, extremely hot body temperature then extreme freezing temperature, involuntary muscle spasms... like a leg shaking that I absolutely could not control, and blurting out random shit that does not make sense, because my brain is so addled.
If you call any of that a 'freak out' I guess I've had one, but imo they're just physical symptoms of an overload of seratonin.
The only really terrible experiences I've had with MDMA have been
1) when I've combined it with something I shouldn't have combined it with (ie. GHB.... *shudder*)
2) when I've just had shitloads too much, resulting in bizarre and terrifying physical (not psychological) symptoms, which included shaking, teeth chattering, extremely hot body temperature then extreme freezing temperature, involuntary muscle spasms... like a leg shaking that I absolutely could not control, and blurting out random shit that does not make sense, because my brain is so addled.
If you call any of that a 'freak out' I guess I've had one, but imo they're just physical symptoms of an overload of seratonin.
bikki_muncher69
Bluelighter
I havent freaked out before but about a month ago had this pill after not having any for a couple of months and this pill was wayy too strong, very very strong dose of mdxx sbstance to the point where I felt uncomfortable because I was rushing so hard, could hardly walk or talk wasent the greatest experience still had fun though.
gher
Bluelighter
Apparently a rather close friend of mine freaked his friends out on his first pill. I wasn't there but from what I was told, he got a knife out and started cutting things up or something. He quite enjoyed it but obviously it revealed some serious emotional problems.
I wonder what would happen on acid...8(
edit: I freaked out once as well but that was with three cones and a car ride home with strangers.
I wonder what would happen on acid...8(
edit: I freaked out once as well but that was with three cones and a car ride home with strangers.
princess_kitti
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i have an incredibly low tolerance to everything so i tend to freak out on a semi regular basis
At GK last year .... some random stranger told me to go to the bathroom and sort out my eyes .... i hallucinated for an hour. at pharmacy last year due to a big night i was terrified of everybody and kept running away from everyone i knew all night.
At TT this year ... i was in rather a state and my friend decided to psycho analyse my love life and my emotional state over the past few months.... i had just started getting over some very deep seated issues, she couldn't have chosen a worser time. I felt quite emotionally violated.
At GK last year .... some random stranger told me to go to the bathroom and sort out my eyes .... i hallucinated for an hour. at pharmacy last year due to a big night i was terrified of everybody and kept running away from everyone i knew all night.
At TT this year ... i was in rather a state and my friend decided to psycho analyse my love life and my emotional state over the past few months.... i had just started getting over some very deep seated issues, she couldn't have chosen a worser time. I felt quite emotionally violated.
I have freaked out before because I had passed out from taking to many pills at once and It hit me WAY to hard. When I woke up I thought that I was retarted forever and I was thinking that I had turned into someone else ( lets call him Sean M. )who I known had taken to many pills and lost his fuckin mind. My friends were pretty scared of me for awhile, it took me about 2 hours to get over it and after I had thrown up a few times I felt much better.
I have also known some girl who had freaked out from E, I think it also had something else in it though, but she ended up going to the hospital in an ambulence becuase she was freakin out in a car.
I have also known some girl who had freaked out from E, I think it also had something else in it though, but she ended up going to the hospital in an ambulence becuase she was freakin out in a car.
kryalkastleE
Bluelighter
well i have never personally freaked out, but one time we were all on pills in a mates living room and this girl just started talking babble, like random shit jibberish we couldnt understand. and we are all like "what? we cant understand what you are saying" and she got really freaked out because she was trying to speak and thought she was speaking normally but was only coming out as jibberish. we took her outside and gave her a drink and then she was fine.
it was weird.
it was weird.
up all night
Bluelight Crew
^ haha yeah apollo did something similar once. We'd had a pretty big one and he was driving us to Newtown to get more nangs in the morning when he just started talking as if he was speaking to a customer about policy claims [used to work for a bank]. At first it didn't compute but after a while I finally realised what was going on and said, 'what the fuck did you just say?' He then kind of snapped out of it and said, 'fuck i thought i was at work.'
Um, excellent. Maybe we shouldn't have driven.
Um, excellent. Maybe we shouldn't have driven.
kryalkastleE
Bluelighter
hahahah ^^^^^^
yeah nangs will do that too you. ive had a couple of funny lines been said to me whilst others were doing nangs and i was not. such as
"How was your dinner" - they thought we had just eated dinner
"That would be a good place for a meth lab" - we were sitting in a carpark in the car yet they thought we were in some secluded open land
"HA HA i tricked you. You didnt get me" - thought we were playing hide and seek?
yeah nangs will do that too you. ive had a couple of funny lines been said to me whilst others were doing nangs and i was not. such as
"How was your dinner" - they thought we had just eated dinner
"That would be a good place for a meth lab" - we were sitting in a carpark in the car yet they thought we were in some secluded open land
"HA HA i tricked you. You didnt get me" - thought we were playing hide and seek?
toerag
Bluelighter
the only time I ever came close to freaking out was when I thought i'd seen my ex's ex who lived in another city to where we lived, and a complete other city to where I was in some night club at the time. I thought she was in the bathroom talking to me, telling me to have some water and asking if I was alright. So I went out and told my friends she was there. I was getting quite agitated and upset by her being there, didn't want her to see me in that state, didn't want her reporting back to my ex what I was up to (since she still spoke to him regularly).
I'd left her in the bathroom so we watched the bathroom door for ages. Nobody came out. Nobody went in. Someone went in to see if she was still in there doing her makeup, but no-one was in there at all.
I was relieved then that nobody was there. Which is strange, I'd have thought I'd be freaking out that I thought there was a someone there when in fact there was nobody. Yet I was relieved at the idea I was imagining things.
Its funny looking back now, and I've told her the story since, and she had a good laugh too....
I'd left her in the bathroom so we watched the bathroom door for ages. Nobody came out. Nobody went in. Someone went in to see if she was still in there doing her makeup, but no-one was in there at all.
I was relieved then that nobody was there. Which is strange, I'd have thought I'd be freaking out that I thought there was a someone there when in fact there was nobody. Yet I was relieved at the idea I was imagining things.
Its funny looking back now, and I've told her the story since, and she had a good laugh too....
BitchSlap
Bluelighter
Never freaked out on pills alone, but I did freak out once when I was rolling and took GHB for the first time ever.
I guess I slipt under just barely enough to stay concious but not be able to know I was awake. I couldn't move or think, and I came to freaking out because I wanted to know how I ended up in a heap on the floor. I walk out of the room and find out that while I was lethargic and non-responsive the police had been called out to our house for loud music. They were standing outside the door. That'll freak anybody out.
I didn't take too much, just wasn't expecting GHB to take full control of my body. Nor did I know it would last so long. And that on top of rolling made it even more intense.
I guess I slipt under just barely enough to stay concious but not be able to know I was awake. I couldn't move or think, and I came to freaking out because I wanted to know how I ended up in a heap on the floor. I walk out of the room and find out that while I was lethargic and non-responsive the police had been called out to our house for loud music. They were standing outside the door. That'll freak anybody out.
I didn't take too much, just wasn't expecting GHB to take full control of my body. Nor did I know it would last so long. And that on top of rolling made it even more intense.