What convinced you to take that much? Tried to do long division on the scale and forgot to carry the 1?
I can't really say much, I once eyeballed an IV dose of 4acodmt. Could've been 30mg, could've been 70mg.
It was... fuckin intense to say the least. I did have some entity contact that time... it was nuts. I probably wouldn't do it again, but it was a worthwhile experience for sure
I had taken a little etizolam beforehand and all of a sudden I had balls of steel, so I figured let me take a huge dose and see where it goes.
When I consumed the 350mg of 4-AcO-DMT, I had already consumed about 80mg of 4-HO-MET. At that dose of 4-HO-MET, the evening pink clouds in the sunset started dancing around the sky.
Then I got the great idea to take a massive dose of 4-AcO-DMT. Note, I am a baby when it comes to psychedelics and get alot of anxiety. I am not a seasoned psychedelic user. I am mainly a junky (ex-junky), which stems from my anxiety and existential dread. But benzos shift my personality dramatically, my fears evaporate and curiosity increases.
The worst and dumbest things I've ever done, including getting arrested, were all done under the influence of benzos.
The etizolam definitely didn't do shit as far as the anxiety I experienced from that 4-AcO-DMT megadose.
I once swallowed a half gram rock of DCK, first time using it, no dissociative tolerance, due to etizolam. While I'd never repeat that again, the visions I saw were so profound I don't regret doing it. Also turns out the sample was O-PCE contaminated. Was high for days, then for weeks felt on the verge of a nervous breakdown, with weird desires to walk into traffic and etc. But the vision I saw was mind blowing, recalling being back in the womb, whereby we are all omniscient beings, knowing all the secrets of the universe, which we forget upon birth. I don't know if I actually believe it, but it was mindblowing and so realistic. Would never do it again but I technically don't regret it.
I do however regret that 350mg of 4-AcO-DMT, it was pure horror, incomprehensible, and revolting. No relevation, aside from knowing what it might feel like right before death (it was a very sad feeling, my life sort of flashed before my eyes, and I realized I had wasted it).