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Has anyone ever recorded their psychosis?

negrogesic said:
I have tried to record stuff i thought i was hearing and listen to walls etc in stimulant psychosis combined with benzodiazepines withdrawal (which really gives you a good feel for what its like to be psychotic).

Interesting to have experienced it, but i can assure you none of it is real.
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F*** me! That would be fierce :eek:

I cold turkey'd off long-term, recklessly high-dose Xanax, and experienced psychosis. I was in the future, the year 2020 (Bear in mind it was 2013..) Anyway, I went through so much crazy shit that week.. I'd be here for a month writing about it.

Easily the scariest experience of my life. By a long long way.
 
PMS said:
I once ate too much home-grown Psilocybe Cubensis mushrooms, and became, well, "mad as a hatter."

Every number, like 1,2 3 and 4, would have it's own, hidden and occult meaning. This meant, that I'd freak out when switching the tv channels from channel 1 to channel 2, or seeing that the clock was 4'o clock.

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Brother I've been hospitalized twice on high doses of mushrooms. I can't call them bad trips either just total loss of control. I should try to write them up to share around here perhaps but they were so long ago it might be hazy but still fun. I wasn't in any real harm it's just police procedure to send someone on something like a psychedelic to the hospital to make sure they are ok if they aren't acting right and have made contact with cops somehow.

It took me years of eating high doses before I realized I was actually taking a strong dose. I wouldn't casually eat a strong dose today.
 
I have not no and I am glad it didn't last more than a week or two when I had it worst. Can you believe phenibut induced psychosis for me for a good week or so? Ya crazy real delusions like reality was not as it seemed and things were batshit spooky. Totally irresponsible doses administered by junkies who were taking it to get really high in absurd amounts. I binged for 3 days and once I stopped and even during it delusions were HUGE. I don't care to get into details right now as I'm doing other stuff but it's not safe to take more than recommended. I mean you won't die taking a megadose I am thinking but like you don't want to take them regularly and it is addictive.
 
Voyager Zero said:
I have not no and I am glad it didn't last more than a week or two when I had it worst. Can you believe phenibut induced psychosis for me for a good week or so? Ya crazy real delusions like reality was not as it seemed and things were batshit spooky. Totally irresponsible doses administered by junkies who were taking it to get really high in absurd amounts. I binged for 3 days and once I stopped and even during it delusions were HUGE. I don't care to get into details right now as I'm doing other stuff but it's not safe to take more than recommended. I mean you won't die taking a megadose I am thinking but like you don't want to take them regularly and it is addictive.
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as far as i know phenibut has lesser effects to lyrica and perhaps similar to gabapentin except in the variation that it takes apprx. 4 hours to kick in vs the pregab/pentins 1, i've not too much experience taking them without high-dose stimulants in my system, but on the occasions i have, theyve enhanced opiate nods significantly, but in the past *Do not take my doses as i am an extremely tolerant user, and am not to be used as a reference point* 10's of thousands of mgs in 24hr periods and been fine, i think it may have to do with the very long life of phenibut or your and i don't mean to sound offensive in any way when i say the following, 'weaker state of mind toward mind altering effects especially over a prolonged period of being exposed to high-doses of foreign substances' but i certainly believe you getting fucked up from its wd, gabapentinoids are very benzo-like so i can definately believe that outcome in some cases such as yours
 
I had stim psychosis couple times. Saw shadow ppl, people in my house. It was intense. A women with a knife behind glass door just a shadow but so real, and from shooting too much coke I heard voices, had optics, thought ppl were spying on me and stuff. The real dark psychosis happened with rcs
 
d1nach said:
I am a real person and im telling you

"Oh WeLL YouR SkitzoFreniC AnD YoU NeeD HelP"

I know you probably dont want to hear this but i think it is important we look at the bigger picture.

I have a love one who recently almost died from psychosis induced self injury.

I am not a doctor but what you are describing does sound like schizophrenia.

If you where my loved one i would strongly recommend you consider going to a hospital. If your fine no big deal you leave and move on. If something is wrong you can get help to avoid potentially life changing issues due to schizophrenia.
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Oh na my life already did get changed 3 years ago and my mind state was never the same after

I tried calling the cops and explaining the issue, but all they did was laugh at me and throw me in jail for 12 hours and I had other inmates enhance my psychosis

I Wish you could have told me this earlier 3 years ago and idk why the cops never told me the same thing.
 
I cant imagine how tramatic that is.

But you cant change the world from sh*ting on you or how much sh*t they sh*t on it. And it sounds like the world really sh*t on you.

BUT, you can still get treatment for schizophrenia or psychosis or what ever you have. Which could make your life less sh*tty and reduce the ability of people like cops to sh*t on you.

Idk if that makes sense.
 
Now has anyone actually played back a recording/relay/amplification device of some type and actually caught something during such a time? Electronic voice phenomena is the technical term if I am not mistaken . . . I would think that any type of benzodiazepine or other depressant withdrawal or rebound or the equivalent caused by other reasons would not mix well with a situation like that . . . natural, praeternatural, paranormal, supernatural, defective equipment, somebody making trouble -- something like that coming out of the blue is rarely good news, am I right?
 
Sorry, I just needed some actual media in this topic.


Youtube is full of psychosis.
 
Trying to spin someone out on meth, esp. at psychosis stages is not cool AT ALL. I can't tell you how many times me and my girlfriend have done that with or without realizing it.i have no doubt in my mind that situations like that can lead to serious injury or death and very mentally scary anguish.
 
Asking people if they have ever tape-recorded themselves doing something is not something that constitutes Harm Reduction. It's more of a curiosity over something that is not truly putting anyone in any more danger than they would be in. Moving to DC but they might delete it.
 
opiatekrzy said:
Trying to spin someone out on meth, esp. at psychosis stages is not cool AT ALL. I can't tell you how many times me and my girlfriend have done that with or without realizing it.i have no doubt in my mind that situations like that can lead to serious injury or death and very mentally scary anguish.
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It depends on the person

My psychosis got me real hard but all I never hurt anyone or became aggressive at ang point, that's not who I am

I did have friends who have anger issues going true a psychosis for their first time ever and they ended up flipping over their car in a car accident, all because someone was "following them with their car for 20 mins straight"
 
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