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or i guess better to say "harmala" than rima as hammilton has informed me that other rima drugs don't share this same effect. So, today I ate 1.5ml of the juice, it's been amazing, centering, but i feel full of awareness. I really, really like caapi. This morning still crashing off the incredibly short taper, I took 4g krat in the morning, it;s 10pm and I think i'm going to take 3 - 4 more, not because i need to, because my rat got diagnosed with cancer, my girlfriend is leaving me, and NOT even because of that - but because i have to finish getting a web page up, tonight. I'm gonna go off the caapi and do a day of phenibut with maybe 1 4g dose of kratom, as a lady I like is visiting tommorow and i just got dumped, the next day i'm going to continue my rima dosing starting w/4 grams a day of kratom, ill bet by the second i don't need it at all, i'll probably continue taking the caapi for 3 - 5 days just to make damn well and sure I'm out of the withdrawal window. Swear to god this stuff makes me feel VERY reasonable - rooted (Da dum ching) - i can't explain it. Something tells me after the kratom i may be eating a LOT of this. I completely see why south american shamans are like "fuck that dmt grass, this VINE is the TRUE HEALER, that other shit is just for flashy lights" I feel like it's helping other things too - kindof similair to iboga but more like an outpatient surgery than triage, if anyone understands that ))