John_Burrows
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Standing in the kitchen and noticing a little white spec on the floor burried in the corner.. And discovering it's an 8mg dilaudid 

I think I knew I was junkie when I realized that having the doctor place my monthly script for dillies in my hand is the greatest moment of joy I currently experience.
Finding a pain management doc that said "sure thing" to continuing my monthly dilly fix was kinda like going on a date and finally meeting someone you think you could marry.
At the moment, I am currently rehearsing my speech in which I am going to ask my doc for extra pills. I even have a moment where I am clearly holding back tears.
If he agrees, its going to be like a fucking orgasm.
Happiness is, at the moment, some dxm, some alcohol, and having sex with my ex-girlfriend, manipulating her to get back together with me, waiting a while, and then breaking HER heart.
A warm gun![]()