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H Users; Do you still get High OR Maintain?

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p75hmsa

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Do you still get mega stupified-noddy high from your daily dose(s) or do you just do it to maintain and prevent w/d? Or is it a weekend thing?

Has the high slowly decreased over time? Do you use tons more than you did when you started or do you use very little? Describe your high if you wish.

I still get very high and it hasn't changed much over time. I've heard that some ppl just maintain and don't feel anything, if that ever happened to me I'de just quit, it definately wouldn't be worth it.

I hope this isn't too close to the line for bluelight regarding the rules and such.
 
if that ever happened to me I'de just quit
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I think this would be a very hard thing to do, thus the reason for maintaining in the first place..

But I don't use H so wait for some more experienced people to answer.
 
The whole point is to get high. You are forever trying to get higher. Thats one of the reasons done has such a high failure rate. They will give you just the right amount to keep you from being sick without ever getting you really high. I would quite easily and annoyingly blow all the dope/money for a week before I know I can buy more. It means being sick for a few days but I can't help it!
I work fora living but I guess thats why some addicts start stealing and mugging when they run out.
I'm sure that other people with more self control than me would tell you that they never let themselves become sick.
 
^yea because the whole point of going on methadone is to stop the cravings and keep you feeling well. Back when i was strung out, the only shot i actually enjoyed was the first one of the day, the rest of the ones i did during the course of the day just kinda kept me up, didnt get really high or anything, but just enough to where im content.

id find myself a lot of times doing the dope i had to save for my get well shot in the morning the night before, so i was fucked when i woke up. I always said to myself, its ok i can do this shit and ill just get more cash in the morning and get more. Well that always didnt work out the way i planned so i would find my self even more desperate to get $ to get well. just kept digging deeper and deeper.
 
medicine cabinet said:
id find myself a lot of times doing the dope i had to save for my get well shot in the morning the night before, so i was fucked when i woke up. I always said to myself, its ok i can do this shit and ill just get more cash in the morning and get more. Well that always didnt work out the way i planned so i would find my self even more desperate to get $ to get well. just kept digging deeper and deeper.
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It always seems like a good idea to take more. And us addicts usually have this habit of taking more when we are already doped up, adding little to nothing to the current high, leaving us fucked the next day when we could have actually experienced something(or at least not be sick) from the same amount of drugs:\
My favorite one is the "I should go ahead and take it all now so that I can get really high, of course that will leave me with nothing at all for tomorrow. Oh well, I can manage a day without... I won't really want it that bad will I?"
yes, you will always want it that badly
 
Druggist said:
It always seems like a good idea to take more. And us addicts usually have this habit of taking more when we are already doped up, adding little to nothing to the current high, leaving us fucked the next day when we could have actually experienced something(or at least not be sick) from the same amount of drugs:\
My favorite one is the "I should go ahead and take it all now so that I can get really high, of course that will leave me with nothing at all for tomorrow. Oh well, I can manage a day without... I won't really want it that bad will I?"
yes, you will always want it that badly
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YOU ARE SO RIGHT, always want to get higher and fuck tomorrow. Tomorrow comes and Im SICK (that's why I got on bupe, tired of being sick.)
 
"I may turn yellow from all this APAP that i'm eating in these vicodins, but I'll deal with that tomorrow"
Whats sad is that was actually my viewpoint at one time =\
 
LightBlueEyes said:
YOU ARE SO RIGHT, always want to get higher and fuck tomorrow. Tomorrow comes and Im SICK (that's why I got on bupe, tired of being sick.)
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Lol never tried heroin, but my two try whit oxy alway ended whit a major tooth pain because I used all I got in a single day :|

I was telling myself....oh I have 15lefts.... let's take 3 and leave the other for when I will be in pain! Few hours later....oh fuck it I will take ibuprofen tomorrow =D
 
Theres always that honeymoon period where you can still get high off of every dose, small ones at that, but it comes to a point i think for every h user where its not enough. i think for a lot of people it becomes a snowball. No one goes into this saying they want to get addicted, but it happens. I know for myself i let it get as far as it did, and i would not quit if i was just maintaining. i would rather exert all the self controll humanly possible to not get sick, then to attempt to get high by doing it all at once and then be sick the next day. But to each his own....
 
I get plenty high some days, but at minimum I take at least two bags a day. When I wake up it's wake up shot time, and then when I'm off work I cop for the nighttime shot and for tomorrow's wakeup shot. When there's ABSOLUTELY no heroin, it's methadone time. Like right now. I'm waiting on my ride to the ghetto, so I took a small dose of methadone, not to get WELL per se but just to ease my mind. I've got sniffles but that's all, so when I take a tiny dose those go away and it's all good.
 
Yea I was contemplating which to put it in dc or od. I figured od because it's mainly about H, and chasing a high and how you do it isn't really "social" material which I assumed dc was about. But no I dont want a poll I just want to know what ppl think, open discussion.

Myself, I only do one hit a day for sole reason of any other hit, unless its like 8 hours later doesn't do shit, high wise, just makes me act crazy. Literally crazy, loud singing, hand clapping, saying stupid vulgure shit. Just the way I am I guess. Oh not the mention the $ factor, I only spend about 8-10$ a day.
 
Druggist said:
It always seems like a good idea to take more. And us addicts usually have this habit of taking more when we are already doped up, adding little to nothing to the current high, leaving us fucked the next day when we could have actually experienced something(or at least not be sick) from the same amount of drugs:\
My favorite one is the "I should go ahead and take it all now so that I can get really high, of course that will leave me with nothing at all for tomorrow. Oh well, I can manage a day without... I won't really want it that bad will I?"
yes, you will always want it that badly
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^ Totally how I am when I have alot of money one day, usually do a fat ass shot (.3 tan mex H), then .2 a couple of hours later which turns out to be pretty much useless except for making me crazier as mentioned.

The sad thing is, is if I have like 3 grams I'll shoot it all in 2 days and it will actually be worse than if I had held out, but for some reason like you mentioned NEVER works.
 
This is an old thread but I'll post anyway since I'm new.
I use when I can get my hands on it. Usually purchase 3 grams from one supplier. I snort 2 or 3 lines for a couple days. Then stop for a day or two. UNLESS I don't stop! YEEAAAR...

until it's gone

It really is hard to take a couple days off just trying not to create a habit. then the WD's, and sick, and on and on. What keeps me sane is the difficulty I have finding the product. I only have one supply and when he is out, I am out.

Sooooo, I keep my career, my house, my straight (non-druggies) friends and my life because I never have a continuous supply.

If I ever get another dealer....well
 
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p75hmsa said:
Do you still get mega stupified-noddy high from your daily dose(s) or do you just do it to maintain and prevent w/d? Or is it a weekend thing?

Has the high slowly decreased over time? Do you use tons more than you did when you started or do you use very little? Describe your high if you wish.

I still get very high and it hasn't changed much over time. I've heard that some ppl just maintain and don't feel anything, if that ever happened to me I'de just quit, it definately wouldn't be worth it.

I hope this isn't too close to the line for bluelight regarding the rules and such.
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yes the high has decreased over time..but i still do get high. i don't really use tons more than i used to..fear of getting strung out, and just simple respect for the drugs have kept my use at a minimum. my high is just feelin content and sedated. i don't exactly use enough to nod out. itching is a good indication to me that i used enough. i moderate my daily use by stickign with a grueling schedule of waiting till 9 pm to use (wake up around noon) ..so i figure i am high 4 hours of the day..and 20 hours mildly detoxing. even though i only use at night, the daily use gives me mild withdrawal symptoms
 
I never stopped getting high, and didn't use to maintain.

I never left myself wake up shots, or saved a little for later on. Whenever I got it, I shot all of it. Got high a lot, nodded a lot, was sick about 95% of the time.

My ex and the other people I used around always saved some for the next day or later that evening to sleep, to keep from being sick. My rationale was, no matter if I save some for later, or tomorrow, I'm eventually going to run out, and I'm going to be sick. I'd rather feel really good while I can if I'm going to be sick anyway. I cursed myself for this a lot, but in the end I know it was the best way for me personally to use. I got the most enjoyment out of the shots everytime, because everytime I took a shot I was Depends-bound knees knocking dopesick.

I still carry on like that in MMT w/takehomes.
 
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