And you still talk to them? WTF. I'd fucking murder them, why would you still talk to someone after something so horrible? Shrooms arent gonna make you wanna shoot a dog, or a person, or anything. They're FUCKED UP INTERNALLY.
If anything, drugs just bring it out more. Why the fuck would you take a gun out, while its loaded. This story is so fucked up, it makes me sad. And yeah seriously..
First of all, I would have taken that gun and shot the person myself out of rage. I wouldnt be able to help it. But really, how could you have had a loaded gun at the age of 13? Are your parents that callous or just really conservative (no offense...)?
And so why didnt your mom wake up? I also find this very, very strange.
If you ever talk to that person again, you are spitting in the face of your dog's spirit. So out of respect for your dog, at least tell them off. You dont need to be talking to those kinds of people anyway..