Ghostlyimages
Greenlighter
- Joined
- Feb 17, 2020
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- 4
I hate how every article posted about individuals who have stimulant use disorders DONT SHOWER! We have POOR HYGIENE AND NO TEETH!. OUR SKIN IS GREY AND COVERED WITH LESIONS AND ACNE. THAT'S NOT TRUE. WE ARE NOT MONSTERS.
Yes I've been really underweight homeless crazy all of the above. But my state of mental health when I first started using was not good. There are so many factors. I have struggled for years and yes I picked up again but by the good grace of someone I maintain my job and house. Pay my Bill's. I eat and bath and pay taxes. I function. I struggle I wish I could stop and someday I will but right now when I try I get way to sick. And I cant function without it. With that said. I act normal accept when I run out. Noone thinks I look my age. I have no acne. My skin is not gray and I eat like a horse.
Yes I've been really underweight homeless crazy all of the above. But my state of mental health when I first started using was not good. There are so many factors. I have struggled for years and yes I picked up again but by the good grace of someone I maintain my job and house. Pay my Bill's. I eat and bath and pay taxes. I function. I struggle I wish I could stop and someday I will but right now when I try I get way to sick. And I cant function without it. With that said. I act normal accept when I run out. Noone thinks I look my age. I have no acne. My skin is not gray and I eat like a horse.